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MamaLemon(:
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28 November
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♥|JF1004C!
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♥|MeeraLatep ♥|Soffey
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With the basecodes of Painofagony.
Sunday, May 23
Disappointment @ 22:55
Firstly, I am really sad to see how my current class react with nime and some other's effort in organising a class bbq sometime during the June holidays. I can understand if you can't make it on that stipulated date, but when I asked which date exactly you people think you can make it, PLEASE RESPOND! I hate it so much when I went to the front of the class to get the message across but nobody seem to be interested. If this is how you people respect/treat me, you'll get more from me. Don't ever dream I will be good towards you. I will be sarcastic to the extend that you people cannot take it. Then only you will know who I really am!Secondly, disappointed with bbylove. Second time we cancelled our meeting. This time is really not the time for us to meet. When he end his training, my family and I want to make a move to my aunt's place. What the F***! Really. I got pissed off with my dad and sister in the morning and with this cancellation, it really made my nerve stretch till it snaps! However, I am really sorry to bbylove that I was being sarcastic to him. I really don't mean it. Bbylove, I just want you to know that no matter how long we never meet, deep inside my heart, my love for you remains the same. I love you!
Thirdly, disappointed with the wedding reception help over the past 3 days. Though it wasn't my close family's reception, I am still disappointed. It's your second wedding reception and the quality is suppose to increase and not decrease. Too many last minute preparation. Overall, I can grade it 4/10. That's considered good.
Time to overload my brain with facts and formulae for the upcoming test which will start on Tuesday. I really hope I can do it. Alright got to console bbylove's heart and do my stuffs.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:55
Tuesday, May 18
Mixed feelings @ 23:34
Early morning late due to train stoppend in Jurong East for 10 precious minutes. Me and Shireen was cursing. At Commonwealth, went out when the door's closing and noticed that Zaynaab went in. *+* Met her at Queenstown in the next train. Laughter filled the empty air. Alighted at Bedok to meet Saidah. Read newspaper in the bus continued in the class with Justin before break and going for blood donation. At function hall, the teacher told me that my vein is 50-50, can donate or not. My hope went doen a little. After check, the nurse told me that my vein is too small so I got rejected for blood donation. Disappointed. Waited for Saidah and Justin. Oh ya. Came with Saidah, Zhi Jie, Kamarul, Justin and me. Eligible: Saidah and Justin. Saidah's vein hiding when the nurse wanted to insert the needle. In the end, failed. Only Justin is successful. Cheat feelings one this donation. I'm very disappointed with the fact that I am unable to donate blood. Went home with Shireen and Zaynaab and there's a lady fell on the escalator and we were cramped at the back. Held back my laughter. Bounces to Pasir Ris and ran to next train at Tampines as it's empty. Laughter filled the atmosphere again. Story2, angry. Sleep and reach home safely. Tmr going together again.Mixed feelings day. Too many feelings in a day!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:34
Monday, May 17
Blood Donation @ 22:59
From my research, I found out that the needle used during blood donation is as big as the BIC pen tube holer. I can't imagine it's width. The pain is as pain as when you pinch your inner side of your elbow for 5 minutes. How true it is, I ain't very sure. Got to see for myself tmr. Some of my friends say it's really fucking pain. Some say it's like an ant bite and it's the same as the pain of blood taking. I'm confused. What I want now, Allah to be on my side and pray that all will go smoothly.I feel confident in my SC blazer attire without the attire. What's more with the blazer. I'll look smart and will make head turn. hahahaha.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:59
Sunday, May 16
Bbylove! @ 17:19
This relationship really test us a lot. We had a quarrel umpteen times and it would last for a short time only. However, this shouldn't be the matter here. I understand in a relationship we should give and take, understand each other and have faith and trust for each other. On top of it all, not only me should be the one understanding you all the time. I remembered on the night I was ill. I didn't heard your calls nor messages. When I returned your calls, you are so mad at me. Should it be that way? Fine, at least you apologised. Today, this morning. We are supposed to meet but what happen? You got to work at the eleventh hour. It happened in a split second. You text me asking if i'm done and the minute when I called, you told me you got to work. How sad and disappointed am I to you. For this relationship sake, I will put my trust on you. My heart is telling me something's not right. I just don't know what is not right. It's just that my instinct is very strong about someone lying to me...Bbylove, I love you very much.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:19
Thursday, May 13
Busy day @ 23:03
This morning, again I was late for school. I reach class 10 to 15 minutes before lesson ends. At least I showed up. Reason being, I was sick in the morning. I hate this feeling. Lunch break was awesome when me, Saidah and Aepul joined Kamarul and Azhar in the librart to talk cock. Really talk cock! It's different without Mierah around during lunch. Anws, practical was supposed to be 5 hours but, we ended far way too early. 2 hours. Beat record! However, tmr's a busy day.Sasa...ii...dada, we really can click! I have been loving you since first day of school. I love you. (: Let's be the sweetest les couple in JF1004C!
Lesson from 8.30am to 12noon. There will be fire drill excercise at 12noon. Feels like in secondary school. So people, don't go smoke few minutes before 12noon. 12.30pm, entrepreneur club meeting. Really never expect that I would be selected. With Saidah, my les partner and Shireen, my daughter. (: Maybe it's the way we talk and answer the question. At 2.30pm there's Student Council Team Bonding session. I have no idea what's the attire, kind of miss the information Azhar gave. Oh ya, i got in to Student Council based on reccommendation from Azhar. Thanks bro! Hopefully, tmr no need to tutor. I'm exhausted. Up till now, I got no time to go back to HYSS to take my testimonial. It better be long or i'll create a scene. Mark my words!
I sense gossipgirls group in JF1004C. Better not gossip about me. (:
I miss my bbylove. I will be sincere, truthfull, honest, caring, understanding and won't control you. This I promise you. I love you!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:03
Wednesday, May 12
Babylove! @ 01:30
Bbylove owe me a song. For all I know he's going to sing for me tonight. Soon pls bby. I'm sleepy already. How I wish I can hug you now. Like really now...School's great and boring tmr. Shorter day and LLA confirm disastrous...
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 01:30
Tuesday, May 11
NAPHA Test @ 00:00
Totally late for an hour today. Reason being I had diarrohea in the morning. Quite true. Came in and the reaction from the teachers is really uncalled for. Sorry teachers! Babylove questioned me for being late and gave me a 'wth' reply. ^_^NAPHA is a whore! Hate it like seriously. There's nothing left to say. I know that I am sure going to FAIL for it. I know it for sure. For the run just now, the weather is rather cooling. I hate the warmness feeling and the cramps all around. For sure, I only pass my Sit and Reach and Sit Ups. (:
Babylove is down with fever, again this month. Take good care of yourself. I miss you like hell and I want to be with you every sec0nd, every minutes. I don't care what you are but you're so true to me. I just love the way you are baby. Let's chat darling!
p.s: saving Adnan Sempit movie for tmr. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:00
Sunday, May 9
Lucky @ 14:17
Count myself lucky for having to receive the chance to be better. I'm seriously up on cloud nine the moment you talked to me like normal. With no pressure nor angerness. I can feel the sense of love from your heart and I can feel it in my heart too. I am really honoured for having to found you in my life. I'm very sure that we can make it far. Before anything, i'm just confused with myself. I love you very much but I can't let go the other person. I just need the extra courage and assurance from you that you will never leave for and will hang on with me for as long as we can.I know that I had hurt you numerous times but still, you gave me another chance to be better. I appreciate it very very much darling. Now that I am certain that my love for you will never fade nor will it last. I just want to be with you for the years to come and hopefully till the end of time. Baby, thank you for having to put up with me. You are one guy that I will never ever forget.
I love you Erwan.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 14:17
Saturday, May 8
Happy Mother's Day @ 23:49
Siti Nur Amalina wants to wish a very Happy Mother's Day to all mothers, especially my mum, Azizah bte Adbol.She's the only one who can understand me and know the real me. Thank you for all the things you had done for me and that you for having to forgive me again and again for all the stupid things I did. I'm sorry for having to always trouble you for all this time. I am sure it will all end soon.
School's been great with all the different lectures and practicals. Having to be in school for almost a month, I found the school bored and the facilities are not what I expected it to be. Like for an example, the toilet is really dirty and there's a point of time when the disposable pad bin is not been cleared for 2 days. How gross can it be? Food wise, I love the food over at the cafe near the library. It's worth every single cent you paid for. It's delicious and you'll feel very full after the meal. (:
Classmate's been good. Although sometimes things happen beyond expectation, we still are together. As a class, we're still united. Although not that united but we're working towards it. I'm sure JF1004C can be united by the end of the 2 year course. Class outing better be happening in June!
I miss my baby very much. How I wish I could be with you every night so that I can smell you through my sleep.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:49