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MamaLemon(:
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28 November
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Champion for Prove IT! competition
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♥|MeeraLatep ♥|Soffey
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Thursday, March 25
BFF @ 17:15
Girls, let's get our pay together tmr? We shall lepak2 together. Makan2 together. Yes, we just know each other in such short time, but we're like a big family. Am I being so proud by blogging about you guys here? No, i'm sharing it to my own blog. Not to anybody. Not even have the intention to show off. I don't freaking care about what people want to say. Yes, I know you girls are always there for me. This blog need not be so popular as it'll invite fucking irritating readers who loves to give fucking comments and who is such a busy body and reads everything I post about. I love having a blog that's low profile. Oh my, I don't freaking care about FAME! What's there to be proud of Fame? Oh well, ugly people loves fame as it covers all their flaws. All of you are very welcome.Peace of mind please!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:15
To whom it may concern @ 17:03
Stop flooding my tagboard with all the fucking messages. If you don't freaking know for whom my post it, don't be bloody bloody rude by tagging me and scolding me for all I care.Yes, to my greastest enemy, why should I meet you up? I don't give a fucking care about wanting to sette anymore stuffs with you. You freaking got the wrong clue from my post, you freaking get lost from my blog. What prove have you got to say that i'm blogging about you? Oh you want to slap my face? So be it, let's see who will win. I don't think you freaking know Singapore's rule, you touch me, you lose. Get your laws right before you want to do anything. I know to whom my post is for. You're feeling the post too is it? Good for you. But i'm sorry if this will make you trust me. THAT POST IS NOT FOR YOU! But, if you want to put it that way, the post is for you, so be it. Have it your way then!
TERASE SGT APE CITE? KAU SRG PE IN THAT SITUATION NGN AKU? AKU TKNK LTK NAME PSL AKU TAU LAW. AKU TK BODOH. NK KUTUK2 LTK NAME. AKU MASIH ADE ADAB AKU. AKU TKKN PRNAH NK JATUHKN MARUAH ORG. SKG, KAU NK TERASE KE, APE KE, AKU TK KISAH. APE AKU TAU, AKU TK BBUAL PSL KAU. I LET ALL THE STUFFS GO BY ITSELF. AKU TKDE SMPN DENDAM PD KAU. LANTAK KAU NK PECAYE KE TK. APE AKU TAU, AKU TK BUAT SALAH NGN KAU BY BLOGGING ABOUT YOU. YOU FEEL GUILTY AS YOU DID THE SAME THING EH? AKU TK TAU PLAK EH. PAPELA. GOODBYE MUSUH KETAT AKU!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:03
Wednesday, March 24
Runway Train! @ 16:00
Feel so great being home. However, miss staying over at my bff's crib! Now i'm officially missing Ikka and Q. Yes, work. I want to work. TOgether with them. (: I had enough comments about my far workplace. Hello, it's still in Singapore. Train is in front of my eye and easy for me to travel. Although I know some people might find it a pain that i'm working there, for all I care. I offered you but you're so not interested to join as you said it's super tiring. In life, we must persevere. That's what I always told myself. Anws, I super love the friends I have at work. Way better, and I really mean it that some of my current friends.Karaoke session with Ikka at Taman Jurong's KTV was super gerek! Let's go again next time? Your treat. Oh nonono! It'd be my treat again and you open bottle. (;
Yesterday's class bbq was superbly unimaginable. I never thought it'd be like that. Anws, I enjoyed my clan's companion by the sea. I love you girls way better than some of my current friends. I just seriously love my workmate and secondary schoolmate way better than my primary school and kindergarten mate. I don't know why but I just super love them. They hate accusers and bitches and some loser and fuckers out there. hahahaha.
IF YOU HAVE THE CHEEK TO BORROW MONEY, PAY UP ON THE DATE YOU PROMISED YOU WILL PAY. HAVE SOME SENSE OF GUILTINESS AND NOT SCOLD ME WHEN I ASKED FOR THE MONEY. YOU ARE BLOODY RUDE. PRANGAI MACAM SUNDAL DA PINJAM TAK RETI NK BAYAR BALEK. TK MALU PE PADA ORANG YANG KAU TK BAYAR? KALAU AKU, NK JPE DIE PUN AKU TAK NAK. MALU LA SIAL!
I can't wait for tonight!
Boy friend's coming over!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 16:00
Thursday, March 18
Professionalism @ 23:58
I'm a professional when it comes to work, school and problems. I don't involve my family members when I have problems and never will I interfere in my siblings business. Whether or not they want to add you or delete you or whatever shit. I seriously don't give a damn about what they want to do with my friends. Good terms or bad terms. That's their business so why should I bother? True? Just one thing that will make me interfere in their business. That's only if you shoot them anyhow and bring me in the matter. You guys jolly well know my type of person. When I have matter with you, I don't brag about it. Unless people experience the same thing. That also, I won't shoot you but just share what atually happen and let the people decide what kind of person you are. So far, only you who received this cold treatment from me. You better watch your back every single time. You're no longer safe. You can't expect waht will happen to you next as the guys who had been protecting the girls are already on their look out for you. Yes, you. I'm treating you nothing more than a colleague. People know what's happening and people hate you for not being sincere. You think by recommending me this job you can get me? I'm sorry, you don't stand a chance. Not even a teeny-meeny one. Alright. I'm through will all this. To whom it may concern, apologise to my sister as she doesn't even know what happen. Yes I messed it up too. But i'd hold for too long. Just too long that I can't withstand those attitudes. People, if you love accusing me, backstabbing me, not believing in me and talk bad behind me, carry on. I'm giving you the green light. But just don't let me know it. Or you'll receive hell from me.I LOVE DTE Banquet!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:58
I want.... @ 01:00
- to love
- to be love
- to get a guy
- to own a license
- to own a car
- to own a semi-d
- to be like by everyone
Anyone want to go smoke with me??? (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 01:00
Wednesday, March 17
FRIDAY! @ 00:38
Please come early Friday! I can't wait to get my pay. It's a bomb for someone who worked for 4 days. I super love my job. Not the money but the people and work too. It's challenging and i just love it. Problems are talked out and I super love the people. (:*pictures at work have yet to be uploaded*
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:38
Sunday, March 14
Workaholic @ 22:13
I'm being a workaholic since I started my new job. I'm loving it! There's no other place I go that I can find people like this. They're one of the best people I met. Though I just met them for a few days, they're my cliques and clan. Problems arouse between us but still, we manage to sit in. I learnt numerous of new things and smoking time or resting time is the best. From being someone shy at first, I became like them. At times I feel odd but they made me feel good. No matter how good they are, they still teach me and help me around. I don't regret joining DTE Banquet. I know i'm new, but if you'er not happy with the way I work, come to me and tell me personally. I won't bite you nor give you a stucked up face. Instead, i'll appreciate you. To say that I can't work, pardon me. I have initiative and I do my best at work and I don't complain when i'm asked to do this and that. I understand working environment and I can blend with different people. Now, give me a little more time to know most stuffs there and you'll see I do work differently. (:
My first fall at work due to Leo. I super love my fall. Funnyfunnylovelycute fall. ^_^
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:13
Tuesday, March 9
Work @ 23:37
Tomorrow till Friday i'll be reporting to Downtown East for work at 7am. I'm wondering if I can make it on time. Nonono. I must make it on time. Despite the distance from home to work, I must prove to everyone at work that I can make it on time and I won't make the distance as an excuse for coming late. I have got to be professional at work. It's going to be a very long day but he promised to fetch me from work. Yes, there's chalet for us to crash after work so that we don't waste anytime but no, i'm not staying over. I'm a girl. I can't be like other girls. I'm someone whose parents are very typical about staying overnight without them. Perhaps on the second day. I'll see how it goes. It's a big event and obviously, I must be on my feet all the time!Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:37
Sunday, March 7
Life @ 23:54
I agree that in life we have the ups and downs. It all depends on how good we can tackle and handle anything and everything coming our way. We must have faith in ourself and also importantly, Allah. He's the one who created us and he's the who gave us the life we're in. He challenge us to see how far and how well we can go and handle all the obstacles he had lined up for us. He's the only one who knows what's coming for us and what will happen to us. This is because, he had planned it way before we're born. It's all written. What's going to be us in the future, is already planned. We can try our best to change our fate but still, he's the only one who'll make it happen. Miracle that happens come from him. It's because je knows that those people deserve it very much. At times, wealth come to us suddenly. This is also his test. To see if we will neglect him once we're wealthy. In life, never gave up. Look on the brighter side and never ever ever blame him. Instead, we should thank him for giving us the opportunity to live in this world. World's ending. It has shown it's sign. I will change. I promise I will.Random-ness strikes me! Thanks aunts and cousin for the sharing session of your life before and after marriage. Difficult to get this family. (: Gtg. LilBro's unwell. Rushing to hospital!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:54
Work @ 23:38
First day at work was superb. Though went home with aches, it's worth it! I learnt a lot ytd and working with the 2 guys and the 3 captains are really good. They're very open and often we had our condom talk session. Greatest thing of all was the smoking time. Watching them smoke and still with their story is really cute. (: Came home and Wan load my mind with all the gooseberry stories of the place. Working as a waitress at Begonia Pavillion is great. It's like we're one big family. I'm sure I won't regret joining this job. I regreted not joining it earlier as I followed my friend too much.Lesson learnt:
- Never trust a smn 100%
- Never follow what your friend says
- Think before you do sth.
- Never ever be good to friends.
4th lesson is really true. But, only to certain ones we can be good. At times, people take us for granted and when you shoot them one time, they'll give thousands of reason and will tell you not to turn the story around and end her point. Whatever bullshit it may be, it's life. Let's experience life maturely, Amalina!
Talking session with 2 generation at aunt's place was great just now. Worth the waking up early morning. (;
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:38
Thursday, March 4
It's all about me...... @ 03:00
I took a personality quiz in Facebook. I'm just doing it out of fun. But it cross my mind to actually post it here, too. I'm done with my soul searching and i'm through with all that comes in my way. I want to stay the same always. Those who are against some of the qualities in me, i'm sorry baby. This is the real me yea. (:My boyfriend thinks that I am a real doll and this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes I can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If i'm like this too frequently, my boyfriend and other people is likely to get tired of me having to rely on them all the time.
Well, I do agree. But there's a correction to be made. I don't rely on my boyfriend, if i'm attached. I rely on my friends for certain issues like school related stuffs and work. Other than that, I rely most on my parents, family.
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm.
Self-confidence comes when i'm determined and charm in a way.
Most guys who get to know you will be attracted you.
I better not say anything for this...
You're far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them.
Mmmm....i'm not sure either. But you made me say yes.
Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
???
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life.
This is very true. But people don't see it.
You are sincere.
Yes. Everything I do comes from the bottom of my heart.
And your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
I guess?
You strictly follow rules.
Indeed I am. Or i'll be very worked up!
And you expect other people to be the same as well.
Only those whom I care. Really care.
People can get tired of you easily.
I guess so. That is why at times I don't have friends at all.
As you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves.
No comments.
You always make decisions on your own.
Not always. At times I ask for other's opinion.
And can be dismissive of other people's advise.
??
You like to be the leader in groups.
Yes! I love to lead!
But can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
I guess?
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person.
I'm not sure either.
They will be really attracted to this quality in you.
I have no comments
But you need to learn to speak your mind.
Yes. I need a teacher for this. Please!
Otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet.
Ahah! No! No!
Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes.
In fact I am right now.
When you learn to develop your fun-loving side.
Guys are going to flock to your side.
I hope it's true!
Despite having all these qualities in me, I just find my fate so pathetic. At times I even feel that people just take me for granted and they never appreciate what I did for them and my sacrifices. Out of the many friends I have, only one or two whom I can really count on when i'm in need because they are simply A FRIEND IN DEED and not A FRIEND IN NEED! That saying is very true. Trust me people, everyone will face this and agree to this phrase one day. Dad used to tell me this since primary school and even till secondary school and up to now, working part-time. However, only now I understand the meaning well. It's not my fault it's a matter of when will time tell...
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 03:00
Wednesday, March 3
Funny @ 23:40
Well today i went to College East basically to get my uniforms, colour test and paying of school fees. Also to get some documents done. It was rather awkward for me. I'm a socialiser but the environment are just different. I went to the NP Red Camp and this registering thingy. I can say it's very different. The way the students are, the atmosphere. I don't know, but it's different. I got to get use to it, though. Everything went very smoothly, except for the uniform.I'm really shocked that the lady actually measured my bust, hip and waist in the open. Well, in front of those guys. What a shame. I'm not used to it. ^_^ Worse, she gave me 2XL soze for my pants. When i went to the collection area, dad somehow asked the guy to ensure the size. He said, the cutting's rather small. It's alright. Went to pay and tried on in the toilet. Toilet's rather clean. No issue on that. Pant's size toooooooooo big. Alot of excess. Can even take it off without having to unzip it nor open the button. Went to change and asked for XL and L. The guy got it for me and weirdly, in that particular XL plastic it was a 4XL pant. I place it against my waist and wth. It's toooooo big. Toooooo much excess dear. Had a laughing session. Pathetic me. But I gave them a great distress. (:
Stick to L. It's perfect for me. The pants cutting is not big. It's more of a slack, straight cut. Funny I should say. Need some alteration mum! Had lunch and home-d and slept! My eyes are tempting me to close but I want to go out to meet my friend.......Hope I can sneak out...
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:40
Tuesday, March 2
Enough! @ 20:27
I'm not nerve-wrecked or anything. I'm just thinking about this fucking fate of mine. When I had treasured you so much, do everything and anything just to prove that i'm your friend you can count on, this is what I get. I got slapped in the face real hard and oh i'm scared.... No! I ain't scared at all. I'm not like anything you think I am. It's good enough that I tolerated you attitude by doubting that my late grandmother was hospitalised and sent me a freaking long msg to me just to get even with me. You're just smn who don't want to open up and ask/tell people what is wrong and never ever want to get the real fact out of anything before attacking. It's like you're attacking without any helmet nor armour. Boy, I feel sad for myself for having to actually sacrifice a lot of things, and I really mean it, for you. I'm not raking up the past or what, but i'm seriously sad to know that this is happening to us. Eversince that incident, you said I changed. But it's you who made me changed and don't you understand the pressure on me and my situation? Can you stop saying ''don't act as if you and your family is the only one living in this Earth". That's not the point. My point is, DO YOU CARE TO UNDERSTAND MY FUCKING SITUATION? DO YOU FIND IT HARD TO UNDERSTAND THAT I'M RATHER DOWN AND PARDON ME FOR THE WAY I TREAT YOU? DO YOU HINK HARD BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, OR DO YOU JUST SPEAK YOU HEARTS OUT WITHOUT THINKING OF MY FEELINGS? Yes, I know you have your problems too, your pressure too and everything. But heyy, an you at least for once, have empathy on me? I'm not asking for more but it's just this once. You know me and I know you. Maybe not all but at least we understand each other. Do you know that my heart really breaks when you keep on arrowing on me? You made me ask myself these questions:1) Do you take me for granted?
2)Do you ever think of the sacrifices I made?
3)Do you appreciate my presence?
4)Who do you take me as?
Answer me this question. I might not be the girl you want me to be. I appreciate all you did for me. From telling me to be hard on people and don't let them boss me around and many more. Yes, in times of need, you were there. We're with each other. But now, what happen to us? Maybe it's the different opinions we had, different way of bringing up and many more. But that's not the problem. We can still be great friends even my parents are strict and your parents aren't. You see, it's just a minor spark that has burn down almost the entire friendship of ours.
Lastly, why must you throw away my stuffs when you're the one who wants to borrow it? Kau ade reti nk berterime kasih tk? Ni balasan kau pd aku? Nk buang2 brg aku? Prangai baek uh! When you need it, I brought it over for you. When you don't need it, I take it from you. It might be my personal item but think dear, would any other pair of friends, borrow their friend those items? Maybe there are, but those type of friends are very difficult to get. Like I said, I don't wish to prolong this misunderstandiong. All I want is for it to just stop and be back as usual. At times, i feel that i'm a fool in friendship.
Babe, marah mcm mane pun aku, aku tkde same kn kau ngn pmnpn kt lorong Geylang. Psl aku tau kwn aku ade maruah dan aku tk akn prna nk jatuhkn maruah drg. Aku nk mrh tkde nk ikut sdp mulut/hati. Betape sdih nye aku org yg aku anggap 'kakak' bbual gini. Worst, it's made public. Oh how honoured I am to have such a worderful friend.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:27
Start fresh! @ 20:10
Things has been picking up for me. How hard it might be losing you, i'm still standing tall and strong. I'll fight those emotions away from me. I have other people out there who wants to be my friend. I can still live withour you. You are not my everything. You might stole my heart but I took it back from you. You are always smn who means a lot to me. But not anymore. Although there are regrets, well, it's nothing compared to be hurt extremely much in the future.Anws, tmr i'll be registering for school. This time around, i'm not so hyped up as it's not up to my liking. As you know, I wanted so much to go to either NP or TP to the course i'd been eyeing on since sec 3. However, I got the kind of course only not the type of school I want. Well, obviously there'll be influences and stuffs but I must be strong and put up with all that.
Siti Nur Amalina is now a changed person.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:10