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MamaLemon(:
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28 November
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Thursday, January 28
Sucks! @ 14:28
When someone assured you very much with the confidence in her text message, and it doesn't turn out the same way, you'd feel like you'd been cheated. All your plans seems to go berserk. Eventhough you are not hoping very much, but you got plans. I wonder what does this people get when they do such a thing? I still have got the time to shop. Babygirl, don't worry i'm sure it'll be done by the date. Just to tell you, she told different stories to different people. How sad yea? She just will get her retribution one day. True?I'm touching up the stuffs by today and it'll be done and i want to go to window shop with sis today hopefully to see the items t be bought on saturday so it will be hustle-free for me and babygirl. But it's all in the plans. I'm so fucked up with the fact that my pay didn't get processed today. Here it goes; berserk plans!
p/s: Luckily i followed what cousin told me to do, or my application won't be successful like some people. Well, it's still not too late okay. You should have applied for a nitec courses that you have a better chance of getting with the additional subjects u have other than E, M, C.S, C.H and M.T. Now I don't regret a single thing by applying ITE Nitec course. It's better than not getting accepted and not schooling. For this, people have different opinions. That's just what I kept telling myself. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 14:28
Wednesday, January 27
Cloud 9 @ 13:10
I'm overjoyed upon checking my posting result. Not that I got into any polytechnic but my application for the course i'm so into was successful! Everyone might be storytelling about how happy they are to get into their desired course and so on and so forth. For me, with such results, i'm elated enough to even get a course in ITE, Nitec in Applied Food Science. So what if it's Nitec? I used my N Level certificate to apply for this course. So I don't freaking care. Yes, people might say, i'm a girl of big dreams but never get to achieve it. I will take this as the challenge and I will slowly walk my life up to go into Temasek Polytechnic Applied Food Science and Nutrition. I don't mind how long it is. What matters now, I secured a school for myself and it's not a rejected course or any course people got into and they're dreading. Like some friends of mine who got into polytechnic course which they don't fancy much. Anws, good luck to all! I still have my DAE application to consider that'll be in mid March. If I were to get nursing in NP, i'd be in the same course as my cousin. (:Alright, got to get ready now to meet bbygirl later. Got to share the happy news!
To all those that has been supportive,
mum, dad, grannnies, aunts, uncles, cousins, Wani, Nana, Khai and Yusuf especially, for having to put up with the negative minded me, when I got my results. Well, thanks very much for counselling me and giving me numerous advices. I'm happy to have all of you around me, then.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 13:10
Friends @ 00:13
Let's talk about friends!In life, obviously everyone met different type of friends. Some might be understanding and be your cliques! Some can just be your friend in school/work and not more than after school/work. Some can be irritating, annoying with fucked up attitudes. Some can be good inside but physically look like a bitch/bad, vice versa. Some can even be a good pretender! You can very well act along with him/her. But, to really find someone whom you can really trust, that he/she will not leak out a single secret about you, is really very hard. Especially in this new era. At times we can really feel like shooting a gun to yourself when you know what's going on.
For me right now, luckily I have my babygirl. I know she's the only one who understand me and my secrets are safe with her. I know she's the only one who will be there when i'm in need. I know she's the only one who will stay with me through the ups and downs of life. Also, she's the only one who won't create any bad story about me; badmouthing me.
However, there's another someone whom I refused to name who have been spouting nonsense about me to babygirl. How can I stand it? But i'm cool and good in putting up with this fatskunk here. She's the bitch fro all I know. Someone who don't admit her fault and LOVE to turn around stories. Don't say something I don't do please! Wait until my limits are up, you'll be done for bitch! You know what, we know the real you. Yes, you do have the good in you but it's a minor arch of the whole circle. How sad to have a friend like you. I officially declare that you're not my friend anymore! I'm sorr but you're no better than an enemy to me now. FYI, you're the one who's been ordering me around and not the other way round. Fine! This Saturday, i'll give you heaven, okay baby? I shall give you the sweetest medicine of all!
I need a stick now!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:13
Sunday, January 24
Recap! @ 22:15
Today went to work late. It was on purpose. I'm a good worker but heyy! I need a break too alright! At least I don'tcomplain about my workload like as though it's really hell. Yes I do complain and whine, but it's out of tiredness! At least, I don't complain like everyday and rake about it everyday, as though my work load is really too much. Unlike some people who keep on complaining even when she has to wash the party plates. For god sake, grow up! In your job scope, you must assist and we're also told to help each other out. You are just one fat skunk who just love to order and not to be ordered! Now I wll mind and I won't help anyone if i'm extremely as I know nobody will extend help to me!Enough whining! Well, today was really pathetic. We, the F&B crew don't even get have our lunch like we always do. Well, still we get to munch while on the go! That's the advantage but the disadvantage is, i'll put on even more weight! Today really very tired and it's Joseph's last day. Will really miss his nonsense and his jokes. Sometimes it could be stupid and lame. He gave me a flying kiss. So sweet. Even sweeter when he made me a glass of Hot Chocolate which is extra sweet as he add 3 scoops of the chocolate powder. Well, it's the thought that counts. Hopefully he's not thinking of giving me diabetes. Have a safe journey home Joseph! If you do come back, grab some goodies for us in Fidgets! Will miss you, though at time you are irritating. (:
At a thought, to take care of other people's feelings is really tough and hard. Even if I manage to do so, the slightest little thing can ruin the whole effort. Unable to help someone in need really sucks but when it's my turn in need, it's so difficult to get help. But that girl still stay with me. We stay by each other through ups and downs.
Another stick doesn't kill right?
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:15
Fuck! @ 00:16
OFF ALL THE TME I MY LIFE, WHY MUST IT BE TODAY?WHY MUST YOU BREAKDOWN TODAY?
WHY MUST YOU BE UNUSABLE TODAY?
AFTER A LONG WHILE OF LOVING AND ADORING YOU,
WHY MUST IT BE TODAY THAT I START HATING YOU?
I'M SUPERDUPEREXTREMELY FRUSTRATED!
MY LAPTOP IS OFFICIALLY DEAD!
CALL 999/991/995 OR ANY NUMBER FOR HELP!
SOS PLEASE HELP!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:16
Friday, January 22
Boredom! @ 19:47
I changed my blogskin for the 3rd time today! This is what happen when there's nothing for me to do. I had always been watching the Growing Up drama in Ch5 everyday monday to wednesday at 3pm and chinese drama at 5.30pm and 7pm. But today only the 7pm drama is available. Thus, I got hooked on the laptop and do anything that's worth doing. Hopefully tonight we're really going out.Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 19:47
let me out! @ 14:04
Mum! Let me go to aunt's place! I want to get a haircut for my hair. Why must all this happen like at the very last minute?! Babygirl's fast asleep and tmr i'm working. We just need to do the things today. It's like our VVVVVVIP you know! Aunt's calling me over for some important things, apart for the hair cut. I love the lady who do the hair cut. Seriously, mesmerising! (; I got to think of something this very moment. What's more, cousin's coming over to check out my mum's antic clothes. I don't have the figure to eye on those yet. I shall work out to the max before even having the cheeck to eye on those. ^-^ Anws, mum don't let me out as she's, my cousin, coming over. Aww....That's so sad!!!Last night's last minute date with Ahmad Taufiq was amazing. Both were actually very awkward but the awkwardness didn't last for long. Great baby! Met him at the nearby playground, pathetic spot so far, and chatted by the side and headed to the nearest park. We did nothing. Really! Nothing! He being the lameshit guy ytd, gave me the lamest riddles ever, which made us laugh through out. He loves pinching me but i'm being the devil last night, only with him, pinched him even before he could do it to me. Then this guy offered me sth but I declined. For my sake, I don't do it in front of guy okay. What's more guy offer me that. Unless you're my guy, it's a different chapter we're looking at. He had 2 while I had 0. On the way back to his bike, he bought this carrot juice. He's a gentleman by offering me the drink. But no, I declined. I hate carrots! So we parted at an area so that I could walk home and he go to his bike to go home. He wanted to send me to my block but it's very late and he parked his bike quite far from my area. I can't bear seeing him finding his way back to his bike. Let's meet up again! Tmr will be in my memory.
Baby, you going to get those from me okay!
I sense that I can go to aunt's place. At night going out with family so must chopchopcurrychop!
I love Sunshine! for making the start of 2010 a wonderful one. A kiss for smn's good! MMMMUUUAAACCCKKKSSS!
Alright! I got to bounce to change my CPF insurer thingy. It's really mind challenging and mum has ben pestering me to change it from Great Eastern to NTUC Income. The more and most common insurance company. Nevertheless, i'm covered under an insurance by AIA. It's really good okay. I ain't promoting or demoting but it's the truth. For a 17 year old girl to comment so much about insurance is a little bit off guard. Shall stop right now.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 14:04
Thursday, January 21
Last minute! @ 20:00
Is there such a thing as last minute date? Or rather, last minute meeting? Obviously there is for me but it usually happen to me and my friends. When we're just going with the flow. But right now, it's Taufiq i'm talking about here. I just don't know how true it is. But he's the one coming over and if he played pranks to me, as he love pranks, i'm not at a loss. He better turn up and text me when he's on his way. I shall just pray for the best. It's nothing much to think about and he's a casual friends. I just treasure each and every friendship I have. Alright, I shall bounce now.Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:00
Tuesday, January 19
Talk about it! @ 23:56
It's just the urge of wanting to do it. I know it's wrong for me to do it. It's like my advise to those who did it just went down the drain, as me myself do it. Where's the link, Amalina? It's as though i'm teaching a crab to walk straight. When I myself walk sideways. Get that analogy? So now, I don't know if I should stop doing it. Well, it's just the situation which put me into this state. But still, it has nothing to do with influence. Bear that in mind! I do it out of my own will.For now, i'll just stay with who I am and what i'd been doing. I'lll think about it later if I want to stop it or continue with it secretly.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:56
fate? @ 18:36
I got my surprise of the week! Ahmad Taufiq contacted me back. Only I am not sure of my feelings towards him currently. I do feel happy and yes I admit that I miss him very much. He said he missed me too. He's still the old Taufiq I knew. The only guy whom I loved very much. I'm so surprised the moment I called him. Thanks dear, you cheered me up. I really hope it won't end.Babygirl, sorry I can't come to your place. I just don't have the mood to go out of my house and besides, mum don't let me out. Wil make it up to you another day alright.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:36
fuck off! @ 01:10
Third post for the night. NOw a vulgar one.Why can't everybody just fuck off and lead your own successful life? So what if you got 14? It doesnt' mean you're the best! Yes, you earn your own credit but hello, keep it to yourself. So what if you want that ECH course? So what if you made your parents speechless and proven them wrong? Just fuck off my face and go to that boyfriend of yours who is rather irritating.
One more thing, I DID NOT FAIL MY O LEVEL EXAMINATION. I ONLY FAILED MY MATH. Don't go around telling people I failed my O levels when I said i'm sad upon looking at NP. You have a foul mouth there you bitch! I hate you for that and i'm happy that on Sunday, I did nothing of you instructions. You think I am your slave for you to instruct me to do your load. When you're asked to wash the plates, you simply have too much questions it's as if you have no work experience! Such a fat fucker and look after your boyfriend and stop having scandals behind his back! Be faithful and he can feel it if you do sth bad behind him!
HateMe!
MamaLemon^_^
♥A @ 01:10
Bosan! @ 00:27
Okay, this is my 2nd post for today. This is clearly obvious because i'm bored! Bored to death. Ohoh! Want to know something? I feel like smoking! hahahahaha. That's pretty random anws! I'm getting sick soon! Flu to backaches to coldness to mood swings! Only he can bear with me for this time. I noticed I had not been myself for a week. Due to 2 sad news a day. OMG! Only god knows how I felt. Losing my loved ones and getting bad results. Mum said, god's testing me. Since I made up my mind to not wear headscarf anymore, He test me just a little and I went toppling down and can't move on without taking the lead from anyone. I'm not the independant girl mum used to know. That's what she said. Okay gotta bounce to bed! I need to sleep! Wake me up tmr if you want to disturb me. But be sure, to be my entertainment for the whole time my eyes are open!Babygirl, get well soon! I want to see the dragon eye you'd had! (;
Eran, thanks for making friends with me bby! Hope it won't stop but will last!(:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:27
Monday, January 18
Angry? @ 22:30
Fancy being angry to you own friend just because she did not fulfill her job scope? Yes, that's what happened to me ytd. At closing, I was not allowed to help the partyhost to wash the party plates. In the end I started being sarcastic and scolded a friend of mine. I was really frustrated and you add to my madness. You are supposed to cool me down but instead, you text me that way. Acting dumb and made me shout the f-related word at work. In the bus saw my cousin-uncle. I alight at Clementi and he started interogating me. I was very pissed then. For god sake, it's my life, mind you. It's not that it's very late at night. I have my limits too okay! Went home at 10pm and when I reached my area I sat at this area in between 202 and 204, as i'm on the phone with a friend apart from feeling dizzy. Suddenly came this guy, whom asked me to be his friends. How funny it could be and he guess that i'm 19. Happy nye! Finally someone really though I look matured. (:Pay day is coming soon, i guess? But i'd plans to the money I made. I love making plans even before I know the actual amount and situations. Well, it's my money. For all I care people!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:30
Friday, January 15
Appealling in progress @ 10:24
Wish me luck people! I hope I can get into this DAE programme thingy for the very course in NYP. I hope the supporting documents is enough for me to be selected into the course. Best still, I hope that I will be the only one appealing for this course!Done with JIE thingy. Thanks to cousin who helped me. Yea, what mum said is very true. I can't move on alone. Not like how I used to be. I only cried and laze around the house. Even at work, Lester was bombarded with lots of questions regarding post O level education. Thanks so much brother!
Finally, a peace sleep last night after few days of disturbed sleep.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 10:24
Thursday, January 14
Fuck! @ 11:13
I'd been starting to move on now and why must you say all those harsh words on me. Now, i'm even doubting all the warm and encouraging words you gave me on Tuesday night. Now that you want me to take leave ytd to settle all this stuffs, I did. But ytd my time was wasted just like that. Today, is my off day and you said that we're settling it today. But now, you just keep on saying the time is short and postpone it to tmr. Tomorrow is the last day and everyone will be damn packed about everything. You easily say it tmr just go and they'll apply it for me. How sure are you about that? You keep on calling me a selfish! What about you? Just call your work and say you'll be late? For god sake it's for my education and my future. I wanted to go into SHATEC and you don't allow because of the fees and all. Fine, i'll go your way. But now after much thinking and consideration, i'll just go into ITE intership thing. I shall waste my time, find work experience and more knowledge. Shall I still appeal? Yes, i'm going tmr. At least I tried every possibility for me to go back to school again.SHATEC is officially out of the topic and list right now. After asking about the programme fees, it's 8K and paid by semester. 1yr 6mths course paid in 3 of 6months. It's super unencouraging right now. Thinking about the kind of income and financial stability we have. We have enough but this is like triple my dad's income. If I were to help, possible, but it's still not enough. Nevermind, don't waste your money here Amalina. I rather use that amount of money to join the make up school, which bitch want to join and at the same time go for my driving license. End of few months, I graduated from the school and own a license. Goodbye SHATEC!
Thank you so much for giving me the encouragement and in the end you demoralise me too! It's very much appreciated.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 11:13
Wednesday, January 13
Confused @ 12:45
So much for having to do badly for O levels. This is the music you have to face, Amalina! Well, that's really fine with me. I have something in mind but it's just the surrounding that doesn't go with my way. Nvm about that, I shall go your way people! Since my way doesn't work. Dad suggested me to join the ITE internship course for 2 years and to retake my O level English, Math and Food and Nutrition within the 2 year so that once I graduated, I can go into poly with better grades than my first try. It doesn't harm having more than one certificate as long as you're improving and you want to learn. I don't mind going a long way as long as I can be what I want to be.Firstly, I must go down to NYP to appeal for Food Science and Nutrition. Since I have CCA points and strong foundations of Food and Nutrition, it's a plus point for me to be considered into the course. Maybe it's just a call for me to work harder to achieve what I want. Like I said "No pain. No gain." It's true. Not only will I appeal, I will apply for Nitec courses also. I don't mind where but as long as I can still go back to school, I will. I don't want to work full time. I want to study until I get what I want. Already I am disappointed with the fact that I didn't score for my Food and Nutrition for O levels. I want to get into any food base course. It sucks big time not scoring the subject you had been scoring all the years. Really disappointed. Anws, I got to move on. I'm just keeping my fingers crossed!
Now I must bring back the confident Amalina. Even dad told me that why have I changed into an inferior me? I used to be thinking highly of myself and never did I think lowly of myself and I had always have a big dream and always float whenever I talk about my future. I should float and fly higher and not be demoralise by this. But not anymore since I got my results. It's not that i'm starting to think lowly of myself. It's just that I don't want to get hurt if I dont' get what I want. I'm just extremely disappointed in myself that now i don't even think straight. I just want to be realistic and not only dream. Of all these years, I had been working towards my goal but luck wasn't on my side. Well, I shall not mourn about it for long. I should instead do something about it.
Thanks to my family and friends who have been a good shoulder and whom are of good help. I really appreciate it and I won't let you people down for the second time. Hopefully.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 12:45
Tuesday, January 12
Bestfriends @ 20:57
You are like a four leave clover.
Hard to find but lucky to have. (:
I want to say a heartious THANK YOU to this sister of mine for accepting my apology and for being there for me when I need someone. You are not a failure baby, it's just the stepping stones for you to become a successful person. Who know's you are more successful than me in the future? You can never tell. But yes, you know how much i'm hurt after being so eager to go into the course and polytechnic I want but in the end i can't. Well, now i'm done and over with the woes. I believe it's fated this way that I should not go into polytechnic. Not this year and maybe it's a call that polytechnic is not my forte or maybe something might happen when i'm in the course? Forget about all that. I must be strong to overcome the biggest challenge in my life. It's really a great disappointment as I never failed in any of my major exams but why this? Obviously there's a reason for everything that happen. Perhaps it is to teach me to be strong-hearted, confident and be prepared for the worst. Not forgeting, to think positive, never give up and think maturely. Well that's about it. Overall, i'm happy for my results. My Malay I improved, from B3 to A1. Other subjects i got a C and a 9 for Math. Nothing for me to regret. I remembered what my teacher told me, "it's no surprise if you fail your Math in O levels."
Baby, aku sayang kau tau! The suspender pants thingy is somtething like that. Similar but not exact. Yes, let's wait for 26th, out official shopping day. Tu pun kalau aku dapat gaji uh. I myself am not sure when I am getting my pay this month. hahahahaha. Alright, got to bounce! I'm tired after a day's work. Although there are not much customer, still i'm tired. I super love today! It's the most relaxing and i met that guy again! He winked at me. But heyy, he's more of a brother to me okay! He's foreigner as well! Last but not least, every worker should be treated evernly. Although he's the son of the GM's friend, that does not mean he's at the privileged to be treated as though he's the boss's son! Hate the bias atmosphere and environment at work!
Loves!
MamLemon(:
♥A @ 20:57
Monday, January 11
@ 11:52
Girl, i'm truly sorry for what had happen twice. I seriously don't mean it. About that guy, his number has been deleted straight after he left me the other day. But after he contacted me asking me to pujuk you to contact him, i saved it. After which he texted me, asking for some stupid stuffs you'd ever imagine he would ask for. However, please we have nothing to do with each other. Now that he made it really clear he won't contact me back and that i deleted the damn stupid fucking message he sent me the very first time we contacted, his out of my life. You know for sure that i'm attached. I wouldn't have done anything bad behind your back to hurt you and my guy. Obviously not. I'm really very sorry.
About the diary, i forgotten the content. However, i'm really very sure that i meant nothing about it. I can't possibly be leaving it lying around if it was a secret for myself. It was something i wrote out of anger and in a state of confusion. I really hope yo will trust what I said. It's not because I lied so as not to hurt you, this time. I regret having to hurt you the second time. I don't mind hurting others but you, Oh No! It's like, i'm hurting my twin sister. I really want to apologise for what had happened and yes, i'm returning you purse to your mum today before i go to school to take my results. Aku tetap sayang kau no matter what happen. Aku betul-betul tak berniat nak lukakan hati kau. This time around, i'm really sorry and hope i'll gain your trust back and give me the chance to mend your broken heart.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 11:52
mixed feelings @ 11:13
Today is the day of my results. However, way before i got the real news, i already got a heartbreaking news. My uncle passed away early in the morning. Although we are not that close, I still cannot forget the times we were quite close. His death made dad, especially, feeling regretful. Regret that he cannot do much as nobody wants to go his way. This is about the on-going problem in my paternal family. I felt sad for his son too. All I can do right now is to donate him a couple or two prayers. May Allah bless your soul, Ayah Uda.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 11:13
Saturday, January 9
Fucked Up! @ 22:38
Today is the most fucked up day! Early in the morning a customer made a big fuss over something small. That is; sent order wrongly. Yes, it's my fault. But, she can tell me off politely what! Don't need to say "it's funny right?!"After that Fidgets became a chaotic place. 5 parties in a day and Tiara isn't there with me. Oh my! How great is that? To think about it, i still manage to pull over. I went home late and shit! that guy looked at me. So long never saw you man! Anws, was the last part timer to go out of Fidgets again. Sad!
Now i'm over at bitch's place waiting for her to get ready as she's sleeping over at my place tonight! I'm your saver girl!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:38
Friday, January 8
Pics Talk! @ 18:16
Smiles on my face illustrates how happy i was. Especially with this little boy in red sleeve here with me. He's my boy! He'll sure be a charm to every girl's heart. He's so cute and so sweet. Darwin, if only there's a guy like you who is of my age, i'd be really happy and grateful. (:Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:16
Love! @ 17:00
Beef Prosperity EVM with Twister Fries is AWESOME!
♥A @ 17:00
Changes! @ 16:02
Alright Amalina wants to talk about changes in her life! (: Sit back and put up with all the upcoming vulgars and nonsense. I shall blabber all the changes in my life . From head to toe.
My hair colour seems to be changing. Soon another colour too. The way i style my hair seems different too. My brain, my mindset and thinking have been constantly changing. It's just the environment that make me change also the inner part of me. The way i dresses is changing also. Well, people do change right? Now that i'm no longer that girl next door who wear the headscarf, it doesn't mean that i'm becoming a bitch. No! Never! It's just something that no one can ever forced me to wear. Let me wear it back sincerely. I know that's a big change for me but heyy, at least i open it up not because I feel warm everytime i wear it nor because of my friends. Unlike some people I know who open it because too used to the life now without heardscarf and wearing it once awhile they feel warm. On occasions, i wear it properly, not lopsided alright.
If people want to start saying "Eh! Amalina's nail is now coloured." For god sake, I know it's forbidden but i apply nail polish/colour due to boredom and it's art to me. My principle is: Anything and everything I do, don't judge it exteriorly. Judge it from the way I see it and my intentions.' My intention is something that only I myself know. I know when to clear it and I know when to apply it too. Stop bugging me to remove it and stuff. Now that i'm working, my lifestyle changed. I sleep late at night, wake up late in the afternoon and laze around at home or go out daily with anyone available. I just feel super fucked up when peopl bite me about coming home late. I understand a girl should not be in the open at night but I am not alone and I am still contactable. Just put up with it now or when it happen later, you people will be shocked to death!
My attitude varies daily. If you irritate me in the middle of my sleep, you'll get it from me. If you shout at me instead of asking me politely, or rather, ask me nicely, i'll shout back at you. Fair game please? You want to be treated nicely, treat me nicely can? I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings but if i'm forced to do so, i won't hesitate. Lastly, if you found me trying out stuffs that i have yet to do, please, i can try it out now okay. Don't judge me by my innocent look as i'm nastier than you ever know.
Last words from me to whom it may concern. I'm 17 years of age and I want freedom. It might not be full freedom but please let me fly as high as i want. If you think it's too high, pull back the string a little to warn me. But, don't ever jerk the string and give me a shock or the string will be cut and there I go as high as I can be, alone in the world so big.
Amalina! Good usage of metaphors/words/whatever it can be! I'm proud of ME! Next update will be after receiving my results. Oh ya, i forgot to add this on earlier, I miss my kindergarten friends! Just now i chatted with two of he guys named Azfar and Hidhir. All big already and tall. I'm left as a shortie. But nevermind them for not remembering me as you know, guys always have a short term memory especially when they have new and more girl friends. No offence!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 16:02
Thursday, January 7
HNY! @ 14:38
Happy New Year!Well, i hope it's not too late for me to wish everyone happy 2010! I'd been really busy you know. I'd been working from 31st December to 2nd January. How tiring can it be? You bet! Finally i'm blogging after having my great long rest. I had not been contacting my Bitch often! Only god knows how much i miss her!
2009 ended with a 'tragedy' i shall say to me and bitch. But it ended really soon as we know each other really well and good. Well done to the both of us! 2010 starts perfectly well for me. However, few days after, shitty stuffs happen to me! I really thank you a lot for hurting me deeply again for the second time! You are nothing but just a jerk! Now i know what kind of guy you are. You wasted a lotof my bitch's effort saying all the good stuff about you. I hate yu very much. Just as much as my bitch do! It'd be good if you're reading this. You are a STMF! I love the way you sweet talk-ed me and made me fall into your trap. End up, you win! But heyy! I don't lose to such a hot and cold, touch and go and STMF guy like you! If you were to ever come back to me, i will treat you like a prince. Take my word!
Finally, Monday is O level results! Oh my, i'm feeling super nervous! I don't know if i can sleep on Sunday. Worse, i'm afraid i can't focus on m work on Saturday and Sunday. Oh shut the hell up Amalina! Have faith in yourslef and be confident! I love me! Wish me luck people!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
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♥A @ 14:38