Shorty!
MamaLemon(:
SINGLE.
SHORT!
28 November
Wishes!
Fufilled!
Champion for Prove IT! competition
New Friends
Work
Pooh bear
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Part time work
DSLR Camera
Cornrow hairstyle
Driving License
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♥|MeeraLatep ♥|Soffey
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With the basecodes of Painofagony.
Tuesday, November 24
Double Happiness @ 17:42
Yes! Finally secured myself with a job! It's at Fidget @ Turf City. Hell yea, the place is very ulu but the working place is so cute. With lots of childrens and the atmosphere makes me feel young! The pay is quite good to. However, i'm still looking for a weekend job. It's like working for 3 or 4 days a week. Found this job too. It's like a hotel banquet and the pay is more or less the same as Fidget's but the pay is weekly! Can be rich every week! The money won't last long but still i can help myself to stuffs every week. (: Tmr's the interview for the hotel banquet and Friday is the orientation for the Fidget! I'm so excited. Anws, baby's away for camp. Back tmr's night. Aku rindu kau la seh! Appreciate this last chance or you will regret ur entire life! I'm rather sick now. Wani knows how sick I am. Every other minute with a tissue, rubbing and making noise. (:Now i can have a really goodnight sleep. Found whata i want but to get it started and to make it work requires another hardwork. Moreover, i felt belittled when she said 'EXTRA'. Just one word and u made a friend think bad of you.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: watch out
♥A @ 17:42
Monday, November 23
It's like @ 01:23
I'm an adult now! Went for wedding reception to accompany my mum only. Whilst, taking my food, this Kompang guy, like disturb me. Pass plate to me and look at me kind of thing. I just laugh as they are like kids! Not honoured ok! There, i super love the wind blowing my hair! (: Wearing pumps in malay traditional clothes, made me feel awkward! (; Worst is, i got nagged by my aunt. She say not that i don't have any heel, why don't i wear it instead? lol! (:
Went to aunt's place and had a great chat. Topics to topics we changed! Really great! Made me feel like an adult. The adults were like talking all about life and life. I learnt a lot! (: It was great! Camwhored and sadly, pictures are all with my aunt. ): Anws, i will try my best to get it and will upload it! I super love my hair today!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 01:23
Sunday, November 22
Insomnia @ 03:45
Nice leg! haha!
I love this!
Rocker sesat!
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I miss the time i wore tudung.
I super love this shoe!
These pictures were uploaded due to boredom and i just want to add live into my blogging world! (",)
I rested enough i guess that now i can't even fall asleep. I'm still thinking what to wear later to go wedding reception. I just wanted to tag along as it's been a long time since i went. What i know, i don't want to wear my heels. I want to try out wearing my pumps in malay traditional clothes. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 03:45
I miss... @ 00:30
Red Camp 6.
I miss the campers, the student leaders and the school! The food isn't that awesome only on the 2nd day of lunch where we had spaghetti and brownie. I super love the brownie! Yummy! Now that i'm searching for other course that i'm interested in. To maximise the 12 choices. I just want to be optimistic for time being. Before the release of the results. I never failed any major exams and i hope it won't be a history this time. I'm really praying very hard that i will get through this phase!
I miss the campers, the student leaders and the school! The food isn't that awesome only on the 2nd day of lunch where we had spaghetti and brownie. I super love the brownie! Yummy! Now that i'm searching for other course that i'm interested in. To maximise the 12 choices. I just want to be optimistic for time being. Before the release of the results. I never failed any major exams and i hope it won't be a history this time. I'm really praying very hard that i will get through this phase!Ariffin.
Yes, I have been thinking about him most of the time. The people i randomly met just remind me of him. Their way of talking, walking, laughing, smiling, hairstyle, dress sense and just many more. I'm just superbly annoyed to be disturbed by this! I don't know what to do right now. I tried my best to forget about him but suddenly i face this kind of thing! I think he is for me but somehow, it isn't. I know how warm he was towards me and how i started to treat him coldly when i thought about the impossibility of us being tohether. Now, i'm suffering. I guess, i;ll get over with it once i found a job.Life.
I miss my life. Really. How busy, stressful, sad, elated, nervous and many more i used to be. I love being involved with the school sports event, lower sec inter-house competition and many more. I just hope teachers will remember how i used to be when i need to undergo all this. Especially when i was the one who need to settle down the students when none of the sport leaders are seen. I hope my leadership skills will be more developed in the years to come.
Having a guy.
I want to be in a relationship. I crave for being love, cared for and pampered. I want a carefree life with my guy. I want to be like other people who seem happy with their partners. I can't tell myslef not to look for 1 now. It's just the temptation of wanting to be loved, cared and pampered. I'm not materialistic or what but, it's what most girls wants.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:30
Friday, November 20
Tired @ 15:36
I'm super dead beat! Today is the day i rest and i just woke up. ^_^I don't know how i will stand if i got into polytechnic and come home late at night and wake up early the next day. However, Red Camp 6 was Awesome and Vikings are Sexy and Horny! Though it hurts my throat shouting, I really love it! The 'zouk-out' thingy was just so GREAT! But some people are just getting so wild. Nvm, now it's time i start looking for a job. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 15:36
Wednesday, November 18
Missing him @ 23:20
Why am i always thinking about him and some random guys i saw just look like him? The same forehead, hair and body type. Arrgh! Why must this feeling bother me at this point of time? I feel hopeless as i cannot do anything. Not even trying to contact him. I deleted his number. Yes, i really delete his number the other day. I was just feeling super angry with him as he didn't reply all my messages. At times i blame myself for acting too rashly however, i always tried to calm myself by saying that he's not worth my love. At times, i feel stupid, because of how i treat him last 3 years. He said "if you're like this then, i wouldn't have leftOh my, i need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.
you."
Is this a hint for me to start doing something useful to forget him or maybe i must try my best to squeeze out my brain juice to remember his number again? Perhaps, it's time for me to really get a replacement. I need an answer. What should i do? I'm really on my wits end now. Obviously suicide is not the solution! Never! I guess, i really need to do soul searching.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:20
Sunday, November 15
Pre Prom Night! @ 23:01
Tomorrow's the big day! I'm doing my final touches before putting out my stuffs for tmr and take my rest! Oh ya, i should hae something for my classmates, i suppose. (:Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:01
Thursday, November 12
Freedom! @ 12:51
Life is great now! Now that i don't have much problems and stress, i'm free from all the down side of life. However, i'm still finding a job. If i can handle i will find at least 2. Not greedy but this is how we make money! Though i am not fretting over how badly i did for O levels, it's all done and cannot be undone. So why must i bother? It will only add to my grief. I love mum and dad who allow me to dye my hair! (;Now that i'm contacting you back, why must all these things happen whenever we want to commit? It's a pain in my heart haing to compromise. Yes i made a promise to you this morning but now i'm considering it again. I just can't stand having to put up with such situation.
To compromise is fine but not often and always. I do have my limits too. Anws, life is like this i guess? Whenver you got something you crave for, something you don't like will happen. For me, when i got my total freedom, i have to compromise it with you! How could you? I'm sorry, let's just not commit and let me lead my own life and don't restrict my freedom!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 12:51
Tuesday, November 10
Peak! @ 22:59
Finally i had reached the peak of GCE O Levels! Tomorrow is the last paper that is Sciene Paper 1 and i need to score for this so that it could help pull up my paper 2, which i did quite fine. I'm in the Prom mood! All seem to be going my way. I almost got all the things i need for Prom Night 09! Hopefully before the end of the week i got the stuffs i want! I'm going to look elegant and won't be overly-dressed! Let's just see if some people will be overly-dressed.(;Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: Simply Elegant baby
♥A @ 22:59
Thursday, November 5
Quotes @ 18:38
A very great encouragement quote for everyone out there. Always remember this as i'm very sure there will be someone out there, which include me, ever think of wanting to giv up whenever you think you cannot do it. This will be something to guide you to be a successful person!"When you feel like giving
up, remember why you held on for so long in the first
place."
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:38
Tuesday, November 3
Life... @ 18:29
Sometimes in life things don't go your way. I should better say that things always don't go my way. However, at times things unexpectedly go my way. Well, to start of i shall extend my greatest thanks to the one who set the Chemistry O level paper. I was so shock to know that the questions are not as difficult as how Mr Soo always gave us. Let me make this assurance, teachers tend to set difficult and hard questions so that their student will crack their brain juice. It's an advantage for us, students, as we never know how hard the question might be. Right?
Currently, done with 4 papers. Anws, my confidence level to pass Math and do good in Chem seemed to increase a little. At least it increases yea? What i want now is to do veryveryvery well in Geography, Biology, Malay, Food and Nutrition and Science Paper 1. This few subjects are my forte. (: However, at times this subjects made me disappointed. I shall just do my very the best!
What's important now, i just want to finish off my paper and not brood over how bad i did and get out of Secondary School life! Prom Night is i 2 more weeks. Preparation is not done yet. Only managed to plan over some issues. Well, should be getting all the things I need within 12th to 15th. After Prom, look for a job and only then i can call myself a big girl! (:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:29