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MamaLemon(:
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Friday, July 31
Fresh Look @ 17:37
Finally a new look for my beloved blog. (:So far received a good comment from Ateeq. Thanks girl! I love his new skin too. But it's still under maintanence i should say. Most stuffs can't be put up yet due to the lag of time ytd.
Anws, i've found the fragrance i want. It's VS fragrance. It's not the expensive glass bottles. It's The EDT and body mist. It'll be the next thing i'll love with my whole heart. hehe. XD
Many homework to do. Geography, Mathematics, Social Studies and study for Chemistry test. Thank god i'm getting better. Alhamdulillah. Special thanks to my friends who have been updating me abt sch. Especially Khaileeda who had been trying her best to help me during my absence. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i miss them
♥A @ 17:37
Tuesday, July 28
Sick! @ 22:42
Status: Extremely sick!Despite being sick, i have the urge to blog. That's why i'm here. (:
Ytd after school went to collect some items from these blogshop owner. Thinking back, sometimes it's worth buying from them. Some are brand new with tag or in package. The prices are also very afforfable except for some la.
What i can say, i enjoyed my shopping with them all. Items are usually unable to find or it's worth my money buying from them. That's why i bought it from them. (: Thinking to open a blogshop but just don't have the time. Instead, will open up a blogshop selling pastries, cookies, cakes and plainly food! Orders are welcome though. lol! That's a plan actually. But, must consider many many things too. Would be good if i could get a permit from NEA for everyone's ease. (:
Anws, these are links to the blogshops i hopped into. (:
http://instocks-couture.blogspot.com
http://legalsteal.blogspot.com
http://buy-allclothes.blogspot.com
http://forall-instocks.blogspot.com
http://elephantsinyourmouth.blogspot.com
http://01234sale.blogspot.com
http://csquarelove.blogspot.com
http://truelovepink.blogspot.com
http://modesensation.blogspot.com
http://swapshopp.blogspot.com
http://honeybee-clearance,blogspot.com
http://grab-them-now.blogspot.com
That's about it currently. Need to rest. Pending status to go to school tmr.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:42
Sunday, July 26
Hectic @ 13:24
Back to wrap up my week! Been really busy with school work and don't really have the time to blog. Even if i do, i sacrifice my studying time. (: Sometimes i blog as coz i'm free or can't focus or sad/angry or just anything. (:This week Amalina managed to focus in class and be on task! Great job! *pat on my back*
However, Friday was a really really hectic day. Family gathered at granma's place to prepare for Saturday's feast. Good day indeed but still i did my Geography worksheets and didn't really helped. Dozed off in the afternoon and woke up receiving 7 msgs. That night slept at 2am with lil bro, grandad and granma in their room while others slept outside. See how fortunate i am. lol.
Woke up at 5am as granma wants to take sth under the bed. No choice, must wake up. Finally woke up at 10am feeling tired and took my shower and went to the shop and help out with stuffs. ^_^
1 thing made me angry ytd. None of my granma's siblings help! Except for 2. When it's their turn, my granma's the one who help out till she got really sick! dumbasshole la them! Such an OPPORTUNIST! Hate them for all i know!
2ndly, there's this little kid who peed in my granma's home. Small kid? 5yrs old alr. Even my brother who is 4yrs old know how to go toilet. Damn! I cleaned up the mess as it's my granma's house. Frustrated, i cleaned up violently and harshly. I really hate it! They just dap it with clean piece of tissue paper. Possible but it's a Muslim house for god sake. Be clean please. it's where people do their prayers right.
Damn all these people and the next time my granma help out in their event, i'll just say sarcasticly and tell them off. I don't care if people want to say that i'm rude or what. I just can't take it anymore. I know i was a noisy ass ytd but hello, i'm just not satisfied with them la. Bloodyshit asshole la them! Very angry with them now!
To my friend, i know u read my blog. Don't have to feel vexed! I'm vex-ier than u! U turned around stories and i u were the one who started the silent game. Just one thing, did a lot of surveys, if smn has a family problem, obviously they can't concentrate on the studies. Idk that u can! It's common sense la, u can't focus! How to focus of u have family problems?
Let alone friendship problems, i alr can't focus. But i tried my best. But family problem, i don't think so! Plus, ure a weak person, from what i know, obviously can't focus la. I have the right to post what i want. If anybody think i'm writting about them, i have one thing to say. It's really you who did it or u won't get 'touched' by my posts! I have no apology to make as this is where i share my thoughts and feelings. You should've known!
Yes! I sent my cloth to a tailor for Hari Raya! I'll be different this year! (:
Loves,
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 13:24
Tuesday, July 21
Heartbroken @ 19:15
Woke up with a switched off phone and a gloomy morning. Was, well, considered early today. Whole day no msg and at 10.45am. During Chemistry lesson phone vibrated. But was keen listening to Mr Soo's lesson. Seems to be an interesting chapter though. Waited till 11.30am when it's the 2nd temperature taking. Received 10 sms and first two was some words which acts as a 'cooler' 3rd msg, was superbly sad that i broke down. Asked Faz for tissue with a teary eye. Gosh! Some people noticed me crying. Khaileeda was angry with me though. But u girls, cheer me up and comforted me! Thanks Faz, Evann and Khai. (:No more teary eye for u! Can i say i cried because i pity u. Yes, absolutely that's the reason why i cried. Fret not, i'm feeling better now. (: My instinct was true again!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 19:15
Monday, July 20
Sex Week @ 22:39
Let me update about last week. It's basically a week where us (me, Khai, Evann and Faz) kept talking about sex topics. Many different topics were covered. Unfortunately, i can't rmb a single topic now.Saturday was a great sleeping day for me indeed. Woke up at 5pm and still he asked me to continue sleeping as i wasn't well and yea, i'm tired. Imagine the night before snacked a lot in the afternoon and had a very heavy dinner after whole day in hospital. Twice eating after 8 last week. This week, diet's really tight. Must 'starve' myself after 8pm. Drink water if hungry. ^_^
Monday Blues people! Was late just now. Late from usual, i mean. (: missed the usual bus and felt burden-less today. Lesson was ok. I'm rather active during lessons today as compared to last week. Was supposed to be tired as slept very very very late last night. Anws, went home early and finally had ended my crave to drink my Chocolate drink! (:
Slight problems crop out in the afternoon. Woke up from my nap feeling superbly annoying, sad and dissapointed. Jealousy in not within me anymore! I'm angry with the fact that you didn't want to share ur problems with me knowing that we're very close. I really mean very, very, very, very, extremely close! Fret not, i'll just be waiting for ur text from now on. I'm feeling very energised and not going to bother about such teeny-weeny matters that could bring my mood down!
Alright, have to study for Biology test! Social Studies revised! (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: annoying brat
♥A @ 22:39
Friday, July 17
Hospital care @ 00:12
Oh my! I'm sick!
Watch out!
Hafiz: I cling the champion title,
Thanks to my sisters!
Chicken Rice + Milo Dinosaur for supper
Rules: Must wear a mask when in wards!
This morning class was supersuperduper silent. No sound of talking, whispers, laughing even guitar strumming. How i wish it could be prolonged. Mum was sleeping when i step in the class. I joined her and woke up when temperature taking exercise commenced. Did Math Speed-Time Graph worksheet. Gave alr but thanks to Mum, she helped me through. School was overally fine.
Malay lesson was SUPERB! Mum and Acap keep on debating about everything and Mr Farsha/Fasha was just sitting on a table and watching/enjoying the 'act'. They made me laugh my tummy pain out!
Mum and me talk about her. She's just an attention seeker. Damn! We can stand the way she acted to be studious, caring and a loner. Stop pertending! Another thing, if u do it, just say it. Be proud of what u did. Don't say "oh, that's ----- who did it." Pretend again! Such a pretender eh? Let me tell u la, u won't stay the way u are for a long time. U want sympathy from others and us. But sorry, they could sympathise u but not us, especially me!
Headed to NUH to visit greatgranny. She's recovering. My first time ever dealing with a sick family in a hospital without anyone else and yea, help them. I noticed sth. Nurses are very rough! But not all though. A nurse changed my granny's diaper with force. For god sake la, she just undergone operation and u treat her that way? Lucky i kept my cool or i will shout at u!
Ate a lot today. Had dinner outside with family and it's against my diet to eat after 8pm. Fret not, only one night. Won't bring any harm. Anws, i'm in love with P.E lessons now. Ms Lui's the teacher and her presence encouraged me a lot! I swear!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:12
Tuesday, July 14
breakups @ 18:27
During CME lesson today, Ms Leyana told us to write a letter to smn we value in our life. There are pointers to guide us on the content. I wrote a love story to ibu and she and Fazillah was stunned as the letter was very long. After she read it, she commented and the letter was really from deep down in my heart and it's not written for the sake of getting a good remark/comment from her. I will obviously, use the letter as a guide for me to rally appreciate my mum. The lesson should be sad but in the end everyone is like teasing each other and made the whole class laugh. During Biology, Shawn called me Mak Limau which made Ms Leyana laughed. I swear i was super burr then and Shawn is kind of pissed. I'm sorry. ): Overall, good day today!To be in a normal relationship and breaking up is perfectly fine! At least, the string attached isn't really made publicised. Imagine ure engaged and ur fiance is just getting much more sensitive and get mad about every little thing. Imagine that cruel moments. It's good to end the relationship despite the shame and other factors.
For me, i rather bare the shame then having to bear the sadness and the negative feelings. I rather break up than cling on to it. This is especially so when i know smn's there for me. It's kind of sad to break up but the worst is, u scold ur fiance just because he asked u where u are going and why u never reply his msgs. It's absolutely RUDE! I can't imagine him suffering. I for sure know that
I WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT.
Don't love him, don't be with him
then.
Again, i'm deceived by ur
face.
If i have the power, i'd had kill
u.
Really, serve u right if he leave
u.
I'll be the first to clap my hand and
laugh at u.
Amalina can be mean at times. But, it's the situation who change my attitude. Not me, myself and i! Get it right when u say Amalina's mean! To those who know me inside out, up down, left right and diagonally horizontally, u'll know what i meant by situation change my attitude. To those who just know me outside, don't be stunned to see my true colours.
Bottom line is: Amalina's good but don't put her in a situation which will make her turn from angel to devil! (:
For Abang: Be strong ok. No
matter what u know that adik will always be there for u. I
really want u to be strong and think about it carefully and make a wise choice.
Don't get urself into any trouble and don't bother her if u can. Think of your
future.
LoveLove(:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i'm yours
♥A @ 18:27
Monday, July 13
No blessings @ 18:38
To get blessings is one of the most important thing in life. Especially if u want to succeed in the very thing ure doing. These blessings can come from anyone. Parents, siblings, family or even friends. For me, to get the blessings from my family especially from my parents is very IMPOSSIBLE.No matter what we will still be strong and face the obstacles together. Yes, i know this sounds very scandalistic but hello, can u force ur heart? Let me give u a superduper random situation.
Imagine u met an old crush of urs after 3 years of seperation, due to some unforseen circumstances. U fell for her/him again on that very coincident meet-up. But, ure in a relationship for 2 years and ur partner had changed. From an easy-going person to a controlling person. U started to contact ur ex-crush back and he really understand and give u his full love. U start to fall deeply for him and both of u act to be couples.
This, example is a veryveryvery random example and if it doesn't make sense, SORRY then! Think and think deeply, will u have blessings for having such relationship? That's why i said it's impossible for me to get blessings from my parents. But, because of love, u sacrifice.
Love is something that grows within u and so far i can say, nothing can stop love from occuring. Unless otherwise stated. For me, to fall in love with him is something people might think it's veryvery and i really mean veryvery weird and a crazy thing to do. But, seriously, nothing can stop me from loving him.
NOTHING CAN STOP ME! NOTHING!
Told my friend and their reaction was veryvery predicted. Obviously no one will encourage me to go on with it. But, i just want everyone to know, i'm happy being like this. Both parties are not hurt and indeed it's a two-way love. So, nth to be afraid of. Even if the relationship won't work or didnt' work, we're still connected in anyway.
Why can't they just be happy for me? It hurts me when they opposed me. I know it's very wrong but heyy, when u did wrong i tried to correct u but still i support what u do. As i know, they know themselves very well.
Mum(Khaileeda) was especially mad with me but sorry mum! nothing can stop me from loving him as a brother. It's not wrong right? Well, to love or not to love him is my problem and even if i were not to love him, the feeling will grow as we're really connected by the storng bloodline!
Anws, after school i reprimanded a guy who kicked his ball and it fell on my eating table and mum's drink was spilled. That's really not an issue here. Worse is, Fad was browsing through mum's folio and it's obvious, the drink spill on her folio. I was very angry as i know how hard she had produced her folio.
I'm always here for u mum.
Evann, pls stay cheerful ok? U'll always have my shoulder to lie/cry on.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: give me the blessings please
♥A @ 18:38
Sunday, July 12
Forbidden Love @ 14:19
Have u ever wondered getting into a relationship that's forbidden? Maybe it's due to ur relationship with the person or even that special smn is attached, engaged or even married. It's a very difficukt situation for both loving pairs.Well, for my case, he's engaged and getting married in 3 years time. I feel very guilty and obviously i won't want to make things go worse. Even if he were to leave his fiance, there's no way that we could get together as we have strong bloodlines.
We decided to move on together, through the ups and downs in our life. We'll treat each other like our very special person. Our relationship will be a secret between us and we don't want to leak any information about us contacting. We're both aware that we're against everyone but we'll go through everything tgt.
Our hearts just clicked and the way we reacted, kind of give us the assurance to confess to each other. It's really against my principle to love smn's property. But what matters now is the heart. We're in love and we know the limits which we can't cross over. I'm glad to have smn whom i'm close with right now. Someone of the same family name, sharing a strong bloodline and who will and forever be together, no matter what.
"coz it's us against
the world,
u and me against
them all.
and no matter what
they say,
we will always stand
tall.."
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
Labels: a twist in our bloodline
♥A @ 14:19
long lost cousin! @ 00:58
My reluctancy is well paid off. Managed to reunite with a long lost cousin. Seperated due to some issues which i know but can't reveal. It was a long day for me to wait to go out with family just now as dad's drum student were having lesson today. Must wait till they end.Reached there and saw my paternal grandmother at the occassion. My long lost cousin, Abang Fairul got engaged today. Happy for him. (: After so many years of seperation finally we managed to reunite. Family ties can never be broken. I believe in that! He's like a motivator to me and i admire him, the way he talk and treat his family. What i know, he's like an abang to me. Indeed, he's very different from my paternal cousins. Extremely different.
Long last abang Fairul!
LoveLove(:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:58
Saturday, July 11
No thanks to love! @ 15:22
Siti Nur Amalina doesn't want to be involved in love for the time being. I just want to get more friends and more friends.I kind of find guy nowadays like to waste girl's time, though not all are like that. But still, after going through a lot, i can jump to conclusion that most guys are like that. After sacrificing for so much, they just want more and more and never appreciate what was done for them. How selfish can they be yea? They just don't know how to appreciate. Is it very difficult for guys to appreciate what the girl had done for them?
If they can't get more, they'll just leave the girl instantly and find other girls. OMG! That's so cruel right? I just don't understand why such people are called humans. They are so inhuman and they deserved to be called animals. Damn, i'm so frustrated now. Thinking back at what happened to me in the past.
I didn't refer this to any particular guy. It's just a general perception of me about guys. Earlier i had mentioned that not all guy are like this. Most are like this. The minorities need not feel so angry aye?
The Ngee Ann Poly Experience was superb! I get to know more anout Early Childhood! Yes ah! I really want to go there but AFS&N will still be my first subject. I'm just playing with my luck to get into ECH as i love kids. Not really into wanting to kids my whole life. Rather interested in teaching primary or secondary school teacher. Yes! I want to be a teacher. (;
Met Mr Shah, the Malay Japanese guy, whom ever relieved in Hua Yi Secondary. Had the wonderful-less chat with him yesterday. Khai was there too. He's really very cute and yea, really managed to catch up with him a lot. Surprisingly, he rmbred us as the class he went in wrongly. ^_^
All the best to one and all!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: hate unappreciater
♥A @ 15:22
Thursday, July 9
DONE @ 23:07
Finally done with moodling. I passed the 1st assignment for Social Studies/English. That really sucks ok. I can't find a single thing about that. Call that a research? Damn! I call it a research-failure. I know i shouldn't give up but really can't stand it anymore. What's more, i'm not using my lappy so, my dad's been bugging me for the computer since just now. Yes, we do fight. Or rather quarrelled. I cried too just now. Hate this feeling.O level oral is finally done. I guess the worst i could get is MERIT. Can't afford to go any lower. My last question sucks! I reall suck at it man! I don't think i answered correctly.
*fingers-crossed*
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:07
Wednesday, July 8
bundle up @ 14:55
This are the pictures taken ytd when i went with Khaileeda (my god-mum) to moodle. We took hours to finally get connected to the wireless@sg. Damn!We had our 'first date' and we complained alot. Damn a lot! ^_^
Later the day, i went for another 'date' as the earlier 'date' turn out to be bad and i don't like it. (according to Khaileeda)
Great minds think alike! (;
When she got nothing better to do..
When she sedang SS. %)
When i appear offline, she spam me!
When i type belo she replied me...
Siti Nur Amalina is too bundle up today.In the morning went to school for F&N to do our part B planning. Finish that and the excecution will be next Tuesday. Hope to do it well the first time. Went home and did my very important task. You know, i know ok?
Moodling again after blogging. Finish Cheminstry, Geography, Malay, Biology(left with food web). Left with 1/4 of Biology, Social Studies, English and Math. The tough subjects last. lol. SS and English is merged up and very confusing. But i'll do it by tonight. Not till very late as tmr's my big day!
O Level Malay Oral @ 2.15pm!
good luck friends! Hope i won't stumble and pause for too long. I'm superduperexcited! I want everything to go very well tmr. Very smoothly. I'll apply conditioner before going. lol!
I'm still in search for my true friend. Though i manage to have 2 good friends currently, i'm still waiting for this friendship to blossom into a flower of love. Anws, the 2 of them are the ones who will be there in times of my ups and downs. I'm really thankful to found such friends. I know they will always be there for me and yes, i will always be there for u guys too! (:
Kindness is the seed in which
friendship grows, and where the shoot of friendship grows, the flower of love
soon blossoms.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 14:55
You are sent to me @ 01:50
Having smn by my side who will make me laugh and smile always gives me a sense of satisfaction and happiness. I feel elated whenever i'm with him. This feeling is so true that this time round he talk about his personal life. I feel the sense of acceptance and i really hope my this friendship will last long.Having to met Didi open up my eyes. He indirectly told me to find the one I truly love and not anybody who treats me exceptionally good for a moment and bad another moment. I really thank Allah s.w.t. for having to put Didi in my life. For sure, i'll treasure this friend of mine and will take care of him. I'm obliged to do so, anws. (:
Thanks for all the nonsense Didi. You really made my day dear friend. Looking forward to more meet ups with u and we can do our sharing session often! (:
p/s:
i love the way u
smell me and get addicted to it!(:
i love the way u look at
me lovingly
i love the way u hug me
warmly
i love the way u kiss me sweetly on
my cheeck
and that's u, my 1 and
only Didi(:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: God has sent you to me
♥A @ 01:50
Tuesday, July 7
e-moodle @ 00:59
Today is Youth Day but some assignments can be done in E-Moodle. I started to moodle at 7pm till 12am. Managed to finish completely Malay and Geography. Chemistry and Biology managed to complete half due to some matters. Others to be continued tomorrow.Remembered that Thursday is my Oral. Must start practising man! Must get Distinction!
Cool or what?! Knew 3 guys named Didi, Dydy and Didi for this week. All with different characteristics and attitude...Whatever it is, life's like that.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 00:59
Sunday, July 5
Dilemma @ 13:06
Rather in a dilemma now. Half my heart says i want to work, another half i don't want to. O levels is like really starting soon. 9th is already my Malay O level oral. I really hope to do very well. I don't want to get a merit. I want to get a distinction and A for my Malay paper. Hope my dream come true. I did my very best already and i don't want to retake my Malay as it'll be a waste of time and that time can be used to focus more on my weaker subjects.Made up my mind. No work until after O level and study very hard.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: bad shape
♥A @ 13:06
Thursday, July 2
Hurt! @ 20:51
Im very very hurt right now. Thanks very much Dydy. I really thought i could count on u. But NO! what a hope u gave me. Same like Hakim. But at least, u are still wanting to contact me. Hello, she did two-timed u previously and u want to be with her? I'm sorry, but u're being very stupid here. I really can't stand the pain in my heart that u provided me with just now. I cried for whole of 1 hour just for u. Fret not, Khaileeda was actually giving me words of advise/wisdom to me to forget about u. Indeed u're very stupid.Relationship and love is
really out of my dictionary right now.
Finally, i'm attached to my books. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:51
Head Start! @ 14:33
Head start for school was superbly bad. Imagine having so many homeworks not done and with the viral infections, everybody just don't seem to be in the studying mode. Homeworks aside and friendship problem begins.Friends like me always talk about teratai everytime like nobody business....damnn man..should join anugerah..beat that hydir matang guy..(by KHAILEEDA)
anws, i just don't understand why some people, i really mean some, don't want to talk and act to be lonely. stop being like that. It's just not you! I believe she's doing it as smn told her to do so. for god's sake, repent! people don't like ur attitude la. don't worsen it by adding more suckish attitude of yours.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: khai belo
♥A @ 14:33