Shorty!
MamaLemon(:
SINGLE.
SHORT!
28 November
Wishes!
Fufilled!
Champion for Prove IT! competition
New Friends
Work
Pooh bear
Unfufilled!
Part time work
DSLR Camera
Cornrow hairstyle
Driving License
Gossips!
Rake It!
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Escapades!
♥|JF1004C!
Cousins:
♥|MeeraLatep ♥|Soffey
Friends:
♥|Atiqah ♥|Melissa ♥|Nadzierah ♥|HuiChuen ♥|Radin ♥|AtiqahA
Creditorial
© This skin, is created by Khloe/GoneAway
With the basecodes of Painofagony.
Sunday, June 28
Kuda Kepang @ 00:43
Woke up at 9am to get ready to go to aunt's place at Bedok. As usual, woke up with a small eye and messy hair. Fret not! I love my hair! Oh ya, cut layered for my hair and it's much more better than before. Simply loving it. Anws, had an oily brunch at Take Away @ Eunos Station's branch... Super oily!In the noon around 3pm, me and sis went to the shop to buy some stuffs. There's the sound of the Gamelan which attract us. There's Kuda Kepang there! Sat around under the block to watch it for sometime. A few times step back due to the 'horses' who wanted to go out of the ring. It's true. Funny but, in real life, u'll be very afraid i tell u!
Went there again at 5pm and was sitting under the block again then shifted to a place under the tree. Better view than had to stand up due to some people who also wants to see. Public space so no choice! A few times the 'horses' managed to go out of the ring but manage to control.
At night went down again to watch it for the last time. How addictive is us? It's enjoyable but can be dangerous. Night time was even hardcore! 1 of the horse, whom i said is my boyfriend, ran over a few big guys. How possible is that right? It's really true. Spectators tried to save their life but some can't.
Another time was when a few horses tried to go out of the ring and yes they managed but can't go far as they were called back. When this happen, spectators under the block ran in all direction. Mostly are all guys between the age og 14 to 20. It's really scary as the horses can just run over u and step u for all they want.
The horses is like a puppet and rode by humans. When they undergo some rituals, they'll turn to be a horse. They'll act 100% like a horse. It's really a great exposure. Even non-malays went down there too! It's an event which can bring together all the different races in Singapore. Racial Harmony!
p/s: he was my boyfriend for a few hours as he's cute! haha. lol!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: love is not my game
♥A @ 00:43
Friday, June 26
ATTENTION! @ 14:07
Attention To All!
Due to the increase in the number of H1N1 virus,
REIGNITE concert has been postponed.
This is due to the disapproval from MOE because of the virus.
Safety First! (;
REIGNITE concert 2009 will be postponed to AUGUST.For
those who had bought their tickets,don't
throw them! Keep it! It's still in use!
Message from: Youth Wing Alumni
PLEASE SPREAD THIS MESSAGE!
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 14:07
Thursday, June 25
Depressed? @ 23:42
Updated my blog just for my lovely 'big brother' (though he didn't demand it). Was very happy to finally found him back after 2-3 years missing . First time met him was in Habbo. Back then, the 'chat room' was fun as most of the people are around my my age. Now, all underage! Anws, first met him i fell in love with him. IDK why. Long time alr and don't want to know also and anymore. Ytd he suddenly ask me if i'm Amalina, in MSN. That's when we started to ....Today met him at Bukit Gombak and had quite a relaxing day. Finally i went out with smn, to smwhr very relaxed and peaceful, after being at home for very long time. Had quite a good chat but nothing in detail actually. All questions raised up by me were all super RANDOM. He always give me the cute face and little of the time i was talking to a wall. His mind was blown away by the wind. That's fine though. The look he gave me when he say 'huh?' after realising he wasn't with me was very cute, adorable and i love it la!
...But, the happiness wasn't on our side. I was super shocked and sad and cried on the spot! after reading what he sent me at 2002hours. When he said he wanted to tell me sth over in MSN, i was having a bad feeling and mind him, that time i was breaking my fast; EATING!. His (: didn't make me feel good about what he wanted to tell me and mind u people, a woman's instinct is very strong. Anws, i told myself to be strong and i agreed to what he want.
After 2002hours, i became very emo and my smile vanished into thin air right after receiving the msg. I believe in this: "if we're fated to be together, we will be together in the future." I believe this is Allah's way of telling me that i just need to be more focused for my O levels. I started to sing all the jiwang sad sad song. I just can't accept it but, for him and mostly for Allah, i accept that fact. I'm rather strong in this things nowadays.
*Now i know what u meant by u're having too many thoughts in ur mind.*
Regret leaving Sunshine? No! Not exactly! I'm rather happy now despite what happened at 8pm just now. Told u, i'm strong! :
NOT DEPRESSED!
To brother:
The pain on my palm is the only memory i have
in myself about u. Other than that, no more. Not even phone number. Only MSN's
left though.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: the pain is what i will use to rmb u
♥A @ 23:42
Wednesday, June 24
Fresh start! @ 19:05
Life after leaving Sunshine is indeed very good. Very very good. I don't regret leaving him at all. Yes, not a single REGRET. I went through a lot and i really don't want to continue being 'dumb' staying with him. Despite feeling sad, i had been very happy since yesterday. Sofia(cousin) introduced her friend to me. He's a sweet and funny. Today a guy contacted me and found out we know each other for a very long time already. Since i'm Sec 2.About this guy i kind of happy to 'reunite' back with him. History playing in my head now. LOL! He's very sweet, cute, friendly, funny and easy to get along with. Well dear, let's take things slow yea. I'm not ready as yet. I don't want to be hurt and don't want to hurt u too. I own up, i love u. Yes, i do. Within the short period of time u manage to steal my heart. We'll definitely make it.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i love you
♥A @ 19:05
Sunday, June 21
The End! @ 21:12
I made up my mind to be Single officially. Yes, it takes a lot of effort, courage and pains. I do love Sunshine very much. My closest friends are aware of this. But, at the rate he's going, i can't afford to waste my time waiting for him. He has been too silent. It's right what Kakak Nurul said, ''relationship are just an additional factor that will hurt
me more.''
From now, don't ask me about Sunshine anymore. I told him everything in my heart. I'm satisfied that he know what's in my heart. Now, even if he contact me back, i'll treat him like a friend. He's simply wasting my time. For all I know, he might be having another girlfriend. He can do what he wants now. Congratulation on being MIA for 1 solid month! You are all on you own now! Goodbye, take care.
With lots of hates, slaps and whacks,
Amalina):
Labels: i really hate u now.
♥A @ 21:12
Thursday, June 18
will it come true? @ 23:56
I dreamt that Sunshine's mum want us to get engaged but the fact that i'm a student i kind of 'reject' the idea. Sunshine get so pissed about it but after much explaination he finally understood and informed his mom as to why i rejected the idea.I'm still wondering, will it be a dejavu? I hope the part where his mum give the idea about us engaging will be true. But not the part where i rejected her idea. Yes, i do love him very much. I don't want history to repeat itself. Like what happened between me and Ariffin, i just hate that situation very much.
I miss Sunshine so dearly and very much. I just hope i could be with him every second. I want to see him happy being with me. I don't force him and he don't force me. We trust each other. It had went beyond my limit that he has been MIA for a period of time. I'm worried sich and i'm helpless.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i miss you
♥A @ 23:56
Tuesday, June 16
Boredom strikes! @ 15:29
Went to school today to finish up some f&n stuffs. My thumbdrive is missing and my information are gone. 2nd time this year. Very irritating. Luckily, i have the hardcopy of my work. The suckish thing is, i need to redo my decision making. If not, i'm only left with my conclusion for DM. But no! I even have more work to do.
Tomorrow is the practical exam. I have some decoration in mind for my done dish tmr. I'm so stress. I want to sleep. I need ample rest for tmr's practical. Anws, just now me, Khai and Faz in school like crazy girls. Surf the net for music video and sang and laugh and they pinch my cheek but Khai accidentally pull my ear.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 15:29
Thursday, June 11
Holidays @ 15:20
I have been coming late for my holiday lesson. I find it very hard for me to wake up in the morning.I know Teacher is angry with me but at least, iEspecially if i stayed up late for my schoolwork. Lots of deadline to catch up. Have been doing my studies though not that intensive but i'm still studying.
showed up my face and prepared for scolding unlike some who hide just to
get away from her.
I need to list down the things i need to improve on for my studies. Example, like my English, i need to do more grammar and writing practices. I am really weak and i am lucky to know that my teacher wants to help me.
This is the time where i really can catch up with the things that i missed out, which is quite a lot. I am going to start on my Food & Nutrition, Biology and Humanities. Math and Chemistry will be before prelim but for now, i will just pay attention in class and do what i can do for the subject. English is always doing as i'm always conversing in English. Basically that's my studying techniques for the time being. Thus, in my timetable i will exclude Math, Chemistry and English.
Yes, I am accepted to join the Projek Cerpen competition. The stress is boiling now. I need to go down for briefing and prepare my things as the short story, cerpen, needs to be sent by 30th June 2009. I'm elated getting to be accepted but, felt sad for Ateeq. If only she's schooling now. Fret not, i'm going to take whatever chance i have now.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: pissing off
♥A @ 15:20
Friday, June 5
Sick @ 15:20
Happy belated Birthday to my dearest
Sunshine.
I really hope u had a great
birthday.
I love you very much
dear.
Take Care!
*hugs*
Oh well, my blog's dead and finally i'm back. Was very busy last month and rarely have the time to go online and in fact, i'm considering if i should be out of the cyber world or not. But not as yet, i'm still enganged with Facebook and Tagged.
Been busy with Mid Year Examinations and relaxing and now i'm sick. Shall take 5 minutes of my time updating. My results sucks and i'm changing my preferences in the poly courses i want to take up hopefully next year. planned to go DPA but no. With the MYE L1R5 i only got 28 points and only eligible to go for nursing. I don't have any interest there.
Lately, i'm rather off-phone mode and yea,
contact me at my home if anything matters.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: life is weird
♥A @ 15:20