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MamaLemon(:
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Tuesday, March 31
last of march @ 20:14
This month ends with a nightmare. I thought you were the one that will cling on me through the ups and downs of my life. But, i'm wrong. I made this mistakes over and over again. But, this is the most heartbreaking moment.My intention was great. I called
him up just to wish him an advanced birthday but a girl picked up the phone and
i was told he wasn't around. Fine. I hang up the phone saying thanks. Few
minutes later she text me with her number asking who i am. After which she told
me to stop contacting this guy. I'm extremely sad that time and i followed as
she say as i don't want this to be prolonged.
It's hard on me but for his sake, i did it. Afterall, if he really didn't mean it, he will own up soon. If he didn't, i t tells me a thing. He don't have the balls to tell me straight that he don't want me to contact him ever again. I hate him very much now. Thanks to that girl i lost someone whom i thought was my true friend. This all happen because of his girlfriend. I was shocked knowing that he was attached. Fret not.
Personally i think,
relationship doesn't mean that u severe ties with ur friends. This is something
stupid. Friends are the ones usually staying with u through your ups and downs.
But, girlfriends/boyfriends will stay with u usually for time being until they
found their true love. Relationships is pure same as friendship. But people like
this, pollute it's pureness.
I officially disown 2 of my goodfriend, Wan and Man. It's very hard for me but this is the best i could do as i ponder over it and find out that they're not worth keeping and treasuring. All the best in ur lives and hope u guys will succeed.
Tmr is tug-of-war semi-final. Very tired and it's excrutiatingly pain especially when pulling the ropes. Always look back. That's what i learnt today!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: no birthday wishes in the end
♥A @ 20:14
Sunday, March 29
Prove It! Nationals @ 22:17
I was late for the meeting and after that i was a little disturb about what happened. Overally, we did our best! The weird part was, we thought that RI would be producing a good video but, it turns out to be oo theoretical and boring. Our video was so amazing that everyone pasid attention to it. Therefore, we clinch the 1st position. I was so stunned and i cried upon hearing the good news!I want to extend my greatest thanks to the following people who has been there supporting us right from the beginning! The name are as follows:
-Melissa
-Mdm Ng
-Mr Soo
-Khaileeda
-Jerrick
-those who commented on the video on Friday
This tells me something. You mustn't be from the good school to win a competition. What matters most is, effort and how u get the message across. Let me drag this part, our team had lots of challenges while producing the video. We had orals, projects and homeworks. Timeline isn't a big factor. It is how well u plan, how ell ur group effort is and how motivated u are. We won due to the group effort! Lastly, we are DETERMINED!
Now, finally it has ended. All our late night sleeping and stayed up in school until 8pm the latest, worth the while! Importanly, we managed to Prove It! that neighbourhood schools can do it! Do bear in mind, all the equipments used are ours and none were loaned from the school. So we did the best!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:17
Sunday, March 22
It's a great loss @ 12:01
The morning great not untill i received a bad news about my neighbour's daughter. I'm really sad as she's leaving us forever and not coming back. A child who didn't seem to suffer a lot is actually facing death. She is so adorable and its only last early January that i played with her and cuddle her and kiss her and carry her. It's really a great loss as i treat her like my own sister. I got to be strong for this. At least, i'm willing to let her go rathe than let her suffer more and more. Last i saw her was 2 days back. I'm going to miss her very much. May god bless her soul.Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i'll pray for u
♥A @ 12:01
Friday, March 20
Tiredness @ 23:10
Tiredness + awesomeness. That's how i ended my day. Woke up at 10.30 am and showered at 12nn. Went out of home at 1.30+ and met Nana at Jurong East middle platform. I whistled at her and she showed me that 'what the hell' face and after 1 minute, she hug me and we laugh and laugh our asses out. What's more, my butt started to start its programming. LOL! It's so pain that i can't sit still.First, stop was Chua Chu Kang where i my dear Faie to pass his stufs back. He was so well dressed and were asking me where i was from and where am i going next. LOL! he looks tall and i still remembered him saying that i was tall. I was rather sad but i must learn to accept the fact that i'm short and ADORABLE! anws, before going off, he told me to text him if there's anything. Dear, i miss u. U are my dearie forever.
Next, we went to Harbour Front where we stopped at CHEERS as i want to buy mineral water and i bought extra stuffs, ALSWELL PLUM juice. It's been awhile since i drank that. Walked around Vivo and landed at the last floor where we rest and do lots of catching up. Took some pictures and headed to Harbour Front park.
Nana scream when i say a prayer out loud as i was startled to see sth that's weird and not supposed to be there. Bravely, we climb the stairs following the route. Met this caucasion and trailed him. Sadly, we left him as his jogging speed was superbly fast and forever i'm not good in running. Thus, i was behind and Nana wanted to go back. I was feeling very tired and pale and wobbly. I can bearly see clearly and walk properly. My legs are just too wobbly that 1/2 way down i pause for awhile and that's when i felt like vomitting and yea, i did. TWICE and vomitted my plum juice out. Lucky Nana had her water bottle with her.
Harbour Front Centre was next. Walked around and saw Ms Turina. Lucky me she still rmb me. Miss her so much. Though she only teach me in primary 3, she still rmb me. That's good of her. I really miss u and hope u're doing great. Walked around till the 3rd level and we are in VIVO CITY again. LOL! went to the 2nd last level where the playground was and took some pictures that i find its cute. Went to toilet and headed home at 8.30pm. reached home around 9.15pm. Still feeling weak and tired.
Anws, the topic for our Nationals is on Smoking! i guess it'd be the same for all. Will do our best and will give our best! Pray for us people! I miss Nana! I miss Sunshine more!
*pictures will be up soon*
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i made my decision, yes
♥A @ 23:10
one-sided love @ 11:19
One-sided love is sth that is excrutiatingly pain in the heart as this love have a little hope to move on. It's just very pain that it could lead u to be a sad person. This situation is happening most of the time now. I am one of them who is experiencing this. But, for me, my problem is very complicated giler babs. Somehow or rather, it's my fault but i think this is a two-way thingy and both parties are i the wrong. Let me just share it with all of u.I'm currently with Sunshine but this kite is left flying higher and higher and it was just pulled back recently. He made me suffer from lonliness and i started making new friends in tagged and started chatting more with my msn friends, who is already there for a long time. Day by day, my love for my friends are fading, close friends, and ,my love for Sunshine is not growing. But, when he suddenly text me once in a blue moon, my whole body is overwhelmed by this love for him. Though i know he's busy, he also should find the time to contact me. From making friends, a few was stucked with me till now. I just don't know how to reveal the real identity. I rather admit defeat but i don't want to lose anybody in this war.
Finally, i took the bold step and told Sunshine about this he said he don't want to contact me but i explained as to why i did all this. He finally agreed to stay with me and i was very happy and our relationship will still continue. Just hope he'll change. We continued our relationship and next thing is, to get it straight to others that i'm attached.
Dzulkhalif will continue being my baby though it's tough but still, he's my baby. I shall not fret about him as we both seldomly contact and i already gave up on him and i know i shouldn't but it's difficult to continue a friendship without contacting. I'm rather sad to let him go that's why he's still my baby. For this, i need to ask Sunshine's point of view and if he ain't going to give the green light, i'll definitely let Dzulkhalif go. Somehow it's really sad to know that our love one doesn't allo us to have guys around us but lucky for me, Sunshine is understanding though sometime he's pissed or what. This makes me love him more.
Today is rather bored but lucky going out with nana to run some errands. But before that i'm going to meet a friend to collect some stuffs. Hope to be home fast. Today my friends will be coming back from Indonesia. I hope they enjoy themselves. Should have went but, i lose nth actually. I got into the Nationals and it'll be next week and the questions for the Nationals will be out today, hopefully. I just hope it'll be a smooth competition thought the 2 schools are well-known then my school. But still, this is the only chance we got to Prove It! prove that neighbourhood schools can do better than them!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: welcome back
♥A @ 11:19
Thursday, March 19
slow @ 15:48
i'm so pissed with the rate my com is working. i rather use my laptop but too bad dad's using it. anws later i'll be doing my homework and hopefully my friend will keep me accompany by sms-ing me. i'm not going to contact anyone unless if i'm forced to do so or i really need to get across a msg. That'll be an important msg. My holiday is going slow and i miss all the Biology extra lesson. I want to attend and those who know how obliged i am to my Biology lesson will obviously know that i won't waste my time at home downloading songs and chatting. besides all that, i'm down with fever which come and go and i feel really weak.Ytd was on the phone with Wan, my great friend. He was stunned to know that i'm down with fever that come and go for the past 3 days. i asked him if i did inform him he said a sharp NO. i feel so bad and anws, my voice won't tell u if i'm unwell. I just want u to take care of urself in my absence and i will be waiting for ur sms-es. anws, let me share the most heart-crying part of our conversation ytd (if it's not for him at least it is for me.)
Me: Heyy, i hate u.
Him: Ouhk.
Me: Don't u feel sad?
Him: Why must i? If i feel sad u want to love me is it?
Me: LOL! Good point!
Him: hmm.
Me: Heyy! u know that i'm just joking right?
Him: Yea. I'm just telling u that i can't force people to love me or hate me. It's their heart anw.
Me: Hmm. Yea. I know that. But, u know right, deep down inside my heart...
Him: No. I don't it's ur heart not mine.
Me: Whatever la...(heart crying)
The conversation went silent for 1 minute before he started to call me. No matter what he said, i can tell u thathe love me and i do love him. i just don't know why he don't want to tell me. I just feel that connection between us. Hopefully, our friendship will last very the long.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: never ending friendship
♥A @ 15:48
Wednesday, March 18
Dreaming @ 22:21
I miss my baby brother. Miss his laughter and cries and shouts and many more. I also miss scolding him for messing the whole house with his toys. Imiss his smell and i miss disturbing and annoying him. Come home soon!.jpg)
My 3rd post for the day. I'm rather sick and feel out of place every now and then and i'm thinking whether i am dreaming or not. This feeling came rushing in my doorstep and make me feel gloomy the whole evening. I don't know why but i feel that i've bee dreaming all this while. I just want to have everything a typical girl would want but it's just too hard for me to achieve it. Though sometime i got what i want but, most of the time i feel like killing myself and by then everyone we'll be happy.I seem to be feeling a little controlling to some of my friends but i'm doin certain things to tell them i love them and i seriously do love you people dear boy friends. i just hope you guys could understand this kind of situation. Though many thinks i'm happy and calm , actually i ain't. Looks can decieved us. I am going to pull through this situation myself and hopefully people will stop adding problems after problems in my locker. Though i can be a good listener, i do need time to rest and time for myself. Isolating myself from the crowd is the least that i could do.
Alright, i'll stop it right here. My whole body isn't feeling great now. It's been like this sice Speech Day Rehearsals. Hopefully all this will be washed away by the waves of my tears soon. Tonight is a great night to pour out all my problems to myself.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: a listener would be great now
♥A @ 22:21
i miss you @ 19:50
I am officially missing my baby. I know that you know i love you. But, just to prove it to you how sincere i am, i shall make it publicised. I hope you are doing well so far. I am dearly missing you. Only god knows how much you meant to me. Hopefully fate is by our side. No matter what happen you are still my baby and you will continue to be my baby till eternity, unless there are other parties who hate seeing this kind of happy friendship bwetween up. Maybe in the future there will be issues on our friendship and the way i treat you. I shall not fret about it. I just hope our friendship will last long. It's not a sin in wanting our friendship last long yea? I really think it's not a sin. Let me declare this now:
Siti Nur Amalina loves M. Dzulkhalif
I hope this helps in proving my sincerity in becoming paart of your life. hugs and kisses from me to you. *muacks*
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: yes. i really do
♥A @ 19:50
SICK! @ 19:19
Today was sickly yet happy day for me. In the morning i was so sick that i couldn't go for Biology extra lesson. I'm truly sorry Miss Leyana for letting you down. I know it's a lot to catch up on but, i really can't make it. In the afternoon i was rather ok and went to school for India Trip meeting and met some of my friends. To you people, i don't 'pon' Biology lesson. I was just not feeling well and only God knows how sick i was this morning.Meeting was superbly mundane and due to some funny stuffs, i laughed and i'm always bullied by Jerrick Ho! Actually, he's a nice person and i really enjoyed having him around me also some others like Evangeline and Khaileeda too. Anws, let's not get tracked out, we covered a lot during the meeting today although we lapses ocassionally. I can say we are rather on task.
BREAKING NEWS:
Hua Yi Team, made it to the Nationals and we are competing against Raffles Intituition and Dunman Secondary. This is the worst nightmare we ever had. No matter what, we are still determined! Nothing can break our hopes. Also, our hopes are not too high. Though we are eyeing for the $800 cash price, still we need to be optimistic.
Anws, upon reading the news, Melissa and I shouted in the library and Jerrick was looking at us, amazed. We are the only schools who sent 1 team for the competition and we get into the nationals. There are 9 runner up and only 3 schools out of these 9 schools are able to go to Nationals. We are the only school who had 1 team. The other 8 teams have 2 teams.
We are waiting for the next question which we need to do a 3-minute video clip and present it o 28th March. We'll do our best and we're determined to win. Hopes are not too high as the othe 2 schools and well-known and this is the only chance to also tell the public that we (neighbourhood schools) can also make it. After get qualified for the next round, i felt satisfied about letting go my Indonesia Trip. (: It's a fruitful and wise choice i made.
The e-mail goes like this:
Dear Students,
We are pleased to announce the winners of the Prove It! Regional Contest!
Jurong Regional Library
1st:
Raffles Institution (Team 1) Nol Swaddiwudhipong, Xu Xinming, Ryan Chen
2nd:
Crescent Girls' School (Team 2) Lee Wan Rong, Chellene Lim Jingxi, Suganiah Balu Devaraj
3rd:
Bukit View Secondary School (Team 2) Maung Chan Myae Moe Oo, Mandy Lee, Serene Lee
Tampines Regional Library
1st:
Dunman Secondary School (Team 1)Brandon Lau, Theron Ho, Sen Tian Er
2nd:
Xinmin Secondary School (Team 2)Lim Jia Jia, Eunice Sng, Chin Zhong Wei
3rd:
Madrasah Alsagoff Al-Arabiah (Team 2)Jalidah Hidayati Basheer, Musfirah Anwar, Nor Juana Jainal
Woodlands Regional Library
1st:
Hua Yi Secondary School Siti Nur Amalina Bte M H, Choon Ying Jie, Mazri Bin Ismail
2nd:
Woodlands Secondary School (Team 2)Adeline Tjia Shi Ying, Oh Hui Si, Isaac Koh En Thiang
3rd:
Riverside Secondary School (Team 1)Ng Li Ting Wendy, Leow Ruo Jie, Lee Zhi Yi
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: determination
♥A @ 19:19
Tuesday, March 17
Changes @ 18:04
Finally, a change of blogskin and it's very simple ican say. Even my profine and stuffs are kept simple. I just can't be bothered with complicated stuffs anymore. People won't even care. Not many people come and read my post like some poeple who have many people tagging on their blog everyday. That way, it could be a nuisance and by having less people reading, it'd not be prone to controversies and easy to maintain.Put it aside. A brand new skin and hopefully a new way of blogging. I'd try to stop crapping and reporting every single thing i did. Maybe more pictures and less talkings. I'll stop babbering about my problems. I'll try to cu down. Hopefully it'll work. I'll try to be more civic-minded and won't post any controversial posts.
Anws, people are telling me that i've loss weight and ytd ying Jie say i'm not as chubby as a pictures he saw ytd. LOL! Is it true that i loss weight? I hope i really did. Though i didn't do much. haha. however, i love myself as it is!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:04
Friends @ 10:50
You came to me only when u have problems and when you are down. WTH are you trying to tell me?? I'm seriously very fucked up with most of my friends. Why on Earth do you treat me this way? I feel that this kind of friends do not need to be appreciated. Let me tell you one by one. Those people who read this, just shut up and *who eats the chilli will obviously feel the spicyness...*1)The follower:
You are one of a kind. You claim to be stupid but actually you are acting to be one. For god's sake, dont' trust people easily and don't do their work for them. Eg, they want you to bring this/tht for you or they ask if you have an extra tie/thermometer, just don't care about them. Lastly, stop following people. Have your own style and stop comparing your work with mine! I seriously hate it and once you compare, you will 100% follow part of my work.
2)The rude one:
You love to say vulgarity and love to touch people's body part. Do you know that i actually feel uncomfortable! Luckily you're a girl. If you're a guy, i'd had slapped you for all i care. You also have the tendency to ignore me when i call you. I called yoor name so loud and it's iompossible if you can't her unless if you're deaf, which i think YOU REALLY ARE! Lastly, anymore vulgar to me or touching of my body parts will result me in shouting at you. I couldn't care less.
3)The act big one:
You act innocent everytime in front of teachers but actually, you always scold them and stuffs. You denied studying and not doing your homework but you did. For all i know, i just can't be bothered and i won't follow your foot steps. You think all the teachers like you, i'm sorry to say, maybe for he moment yes, but after a while, no. Your attitude can bring you to nowhere. Kau ku ibaratkan sebagain pijak semut tidak mati. Seriously you are one kind of friend who love to see your friend suffering. I know your true colours and i hope you will change. I won't be at a loss if i were to lose a friend like you. Lastly, i hate the way you ignore me when i call your name a few times in class. I swear, i will treat you that way too!
4)The emo one:
You comet o me when you need me and now, when i ask yu to accompany me, you can't. For god sake i know that you're very free. When you need to borrow my laptop, i borrowed you. Not a matter of bringing it up but, i can't help it! When you have no friend, i was the one who befriend you. I'm the one who always be with you. But now, when you're back with her, you treat me this way. I'm seriously hurt and i won't talk to you and i don't need your companion anymore.
Lastly, i'm happy to lead a life with 3 good school friends and many outside school. Be it they are schooling, seving NS or working, i don't care as long as i make friends with them and i have more circles of friends. To those who are my my good/best friends, i hope we will continue this way untill eternity. Thus, to the 4 of you, i hope we can still be casual friends and i swear i won't go to you people in times of crisis. Mark my words!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i hate and love you people
♥A @ 10:50
Monday, March 16
Speech Day @ 12:08
Quick review about Speech Day. It went on smoothly and everyone was so coorperative. I was running around and as usual, scold people early in the morning. They ask for it. No matter what, the cheer part was quite ok and enjoyable. ^_^Prize giving ceremony was so boring as usual. Speeches after speeches. I went up the stage feeling so short and small. Shaking hands with Mrs Leong for the 2nd time, i feel so proud and honoured. Mr Lim told me ''next year again''. i just walk smiling away. The smile can't fade until i went to my seat. After that was the reception aka makan time. Food was ok. Resembles all the four houses so, the food have 4 colours: Green, Blue, Orange and Blue. It was overally ok.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: i will
♥A @ 12:08
Prove It! @ 08:20
Finally! The day we've been waiting for has arrive. Anws, GOOD MORNING WORLD! Mazri, Amalina and Ying Jie says "Hello!" to the world. We're so noisy in this WRL. Listening to songs and people have been staring at us for the nice song, early in the morning. FOC somemore. Should appreciate hor people! Special Thanks to Mazri that i'm speaking SINGLISH! lol! Anws, wish us luck! So many schools down here. Should have went to JRL la! Thanks to Mazri, Ying Jie due to the tossing of coins game we selected this WRL! anws, good exposure!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: let's prove it
♥A @ 08:20
Friday, March 13
End of Term 1 @ 21:02
Finally, it's the end of 1 term. It's time for me to reflect on what had took place during this 3 months. Obviously, there are the happy, sad and frustrating moments. Though i went through a lot just at the beginning of the year, i'm still strong to face other challenges. Let me share what i had been up to this few days.
I'm down for intensive rehearsal for Speech Day which is tmr. I'll be running around the school as i'm performing and i'm a prize winner too. Get the top in F&N. Many commented that it's easy for me to score on this subject due to the number of students in the class. But, it takes effort. I don't expect to get top but i did my best and of course i feel happy. I know that i can do better for my O level this year.
Apart from that, i'm down with the welcoming of GOH by doing cheers. I just hope everything will just be as fine. I must fall in by 6.30am tmr. Just hope i could wake up early and this means that i need to have an early night. I'm seriously tired and sad as i can't go for HRC tmr. It clashes. HRC is fun only if people start to appreciate and enjoy it. That's what i've been telling people, 'You need to enjoy it then you won't feel that it's a torture.'
My life isn't complete without friendship problems. I'm drowned with problems and many more problems that's left unattended as i just can't be bothered. Thus, i'm seriously in the worst of situation now. Too much problem, just too much. I seriously will burst 1 day. Let me just pour out my feeling.
I feel like it's damn irritating that u're being too sensitive. Can't accept comments, advise and many more. Grow up girl! Ure S5! Now ure attached, u can be a loner in school as u have your guy to text during recess. Please, don't try and follow my ideas for the coursework. I just don't want it to be similar, not even the picture! You know it's O level coursework, and it's graded strictly!
Secondly, friends who think they have authority. I couldn't care less about what u want to do. But please be a person of your word. Do what u say and don't be a coward. Seriously, i'll just voice out one day.
Thirdly, i hate it when i call people they don't reply. I'm talking to human and not a wall. I swear i will treat you that way. I don't care if it'll hurt you or not. I just want you to experience and feel how i feel. See if you like it or not. Thanks for the sweetest way of treating me. School re-open, i'll treat you that way.
That's all for now. I'm just feeling too angry and can't move on. There's much more things in my heart that i can't force it out. I'm going to have an early night today and hope that Speech Day will be smooth and my holidays will be great.
Lastly, for my friends who is going to Bogor, Indonesia, take care and have a safe trip. I hope nobody will fall ill and hopefully, it'll be a fruitful trip. I love you people no matter what. I just hope we'll get through thick and think together
To my dearest friends, Wan and Man, i'm sorry to hear about what happened. I'm seriousy sorry and i hope you guys will get through this pain and hard time asap. I'll be here for you, like always i've been. Love you guys!
To my dearest baby,
M Dzulkhalif Bin Zainal,
I was worried after knowing that ure down with fever. I just hope u'll take care of yourself and will eat your medicine on time. I'll always be here for you and no matter what, u're still someone i love. *hugs* and kisses, *muacks*.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: Get well soon baby
♥A @ 21:02
Sunday, March 8
PMS @ 13:34
alright people let me share with u my first time encountering PMS. it's really torturing and i can't lead a happy day fully. there'll be times when i will tend to be angry and happy. Friday was ok. thanks S1 for making my day! At night, the solemnisation ceremony was ok la. I was rather unhappy about sth at the end of it. Ytd, was ok. Cucu Datok Merah's live band with Man Toyak was great! although it's my first time coming to a wedding banquet/ceremony with a live band entertaining us with all the rock/english songs. haha. it's more like a jamming session than a wedding banquet/ceremony. haha. when the day breaks, i'm in my worst mood again. thanks to my aunts and uncle for making me laugh.1 annoying taxi driver screwed up my trip home. i gave him the right direction, he go the wrong direction. what's worse is, he wants to defend himself. keep saying i'm the one who's in the wrong. Fr god sake, it's him la. make me piss for nth. stupid!!!
today is going to be a relaxing day for me. Apart from my back injury, i want to relax my mind and everything to the maximum. hope tmr will be a great day and it'll be a great week. Lastly, at the end of the week, it's the end of intensive rehearsals!
My whole week was ruined due ti my PMS!! thanks so much eh!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: experiencing sth new
♥A @ 13:34
Thursday, March 5
sacrificing for YOU @ 19:46
We went councilling voluntarily and took pictures too!
Family Portrait!
Precaution is taken before heating chemicals!
Bi said this is cute...Thanks!
but, i love this pic!
Precipitation is observed...
Presenting to u(L to R):
our nicknames...no offence yea...
you know u hate me. OXOX. Gossip Boys!
These are the happy moments captured by me. seriously, winthour them i'll feel left out in school. Thanks boys/juniors! We 3 let go of our Bogor, Indonesia trip for the same purpose! Library Competition! Nevertheless, i still have my NPCC course to go since i miss it the other time. must go for the badge!
I'm undergoing a hectic life for the time being. Due to the intensive rehearsal for speech day and for a moment i felt out of control. no matter what, i need to endure, perservere and give my very best...cheer rehearsal has always been a shouting day for me. the juniors just don't want to coorperate. they'd been so rude to the houseleaders and some i really can't tolerate and i must tell them off. there's time to joke and serious. so far, pregress is ok but, the attendance can still be improved.
Achievements:
-Learn how to tolerate
-Lear how to compose cheer
-Learn how to appreciate what i have
I love MyCocaine. He's my everything so far. though we seldom meet, we managed to pull through obstacles. whatever it is, u're still the only one i love! muacks!
p.s: bi, where's my kiss??
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: u're what i'm left with
♥A @ 19:46
Sunday, March 1
Fucking people! @ 19:28
i don't know why but i just need to put up with these fucking people. i just ate it when people find fault with me. i really hate it. can't they see that i'm busy with my f&n coursework? can't they spare a thought for me?? is it a must for me to please them by following their ways and indirectly hurting myself. must i?? someone pls tell me. i seriously don't know whether i should always follow their instruction...i hate to be treated this way. why after all the sacrifices i did, i received this kind of treatment? i provide them with the things they want but when i ask for sth simple, they gave me 1001 reasons. can't they think what i had done for them? must i always be the ones thinking and caring for them? must i?
this is unfair! i hate being treated this way. living with all these people can drive me insane. one is being so selfish,another is being rude and another is being the trouble maker. can't i have peace? why must these people always bother me? the next thing this happen, i swear, i won't talk to the again. i don't care what will happen.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: cold turkey treatment is better than being treated coldly b the people u love
♥A @ 19:28