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MamaLemon(:
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28 November
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Champion for Prove IT! competition
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Friday, February 27
Dreading week @ 19:52
You'll only see the good things after u lose it. When u want to turn back time, it's just too late.I ended my week with lots of pending work to do. Saturday and Sunday is confirm not a relax day for me. Too many problems in mind and too many challenges. I need to change this attitude of mine. Problems rush into my life like waterfall and it just can't sink in. One after another. I'm rather disturbed with some people's attitude and behaviour.
So far, i'm getting alog well with my classmates. They change my name and i'm another species of the Mangrove Forest's plants. Sometimes these are the people who made me laugh and angry. They're just so adorable to be scolded. Somehow, i need to simmer down my seriousness and i need to be more bubbly as before.
I'm losing my grip as i'm too overwhelmed with the things happening in my life. I think the upcoming 1 week holiday is a great time for me to be alone or maybe with boyfriend and i seriously will start revising. All this while, i'm using my cerebrum, part of the brain which helps the memory stuffs and learning ability. I've been understanding in class and help people and through there, i know my strengths and weaknesses.
Let's hope that next week will be a great week and hopefully the Speech Day cheer practise will be smooth and hopefully houseleaders will take the opportunity to gather the S1s and i don't want to scold people again. For next week. Make me happy for the week can?
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: smile at my problems
♥A @ 19:52
Saturday, February 21
Sufiyan @ 13:12
After a week of not meeting up, Sufiyan decided to meet up with me and we met at around 8pm. he's still with his cute, funny and adorable look and attitude. seriously, i don't regret knowing him. although he's short but he's fine to me. anws, height, age and looks doesn't matter to me anymore. i just want to be happy, stress-free and hopefully feeling good all the time. Before meeting him, i was super reluctant to meet up with him. i'm just afraid he might hurt me.He begged me to meet him. Since i'm not cruel and i love him, i meet him. We talk and laugh and finally 1 minute of silence. He suddenly told me that he love me. I was speechless for time being and i just smiled all the way. We've been well tgt. He kissed me and check for a bruise on my body. (not internal. no explicit content.) he's so sweet and i'm happyto get to kow such a person. He got the looks, dimple and attitude.
The only thing that worries me now is, he have yet to return my calls nor reply my sms-es. i'm super worried. But, i know he might be busy and of course, he's tired. I understand he's situation and i know that he love me. Although i've been hurt by so many guys, i'm still strong to face the challenges and i'm happy to be who i am now. I love the way i am, the company i have during curriculum time, after curriulum time and on my weekends/holidays. I hope this won't fade and it will stand strong for as long as it could be.
Sunshine, isn't ready for a relationship and i understand as to why he refused to be with me although we love each other. No matter what, i'm still his. maybe we'll stand a chance to be tgt in the future or maybe in the other world of life. I'll always pray that we'll not part from each other despite the fortnightly contacting each other. I still love u.
Sufiyan,
I'm always here for u, loving u and taking care of ur welfare. that's part of my responsibilities as for now. i know u love me and u know i love u. Despite the occassionally meet ups, we'll still be tgt for as long as we can. I really hope we could last long and let's pray that we'll get through al challenges tgt.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: always here for u
♥A @ 13:12
Tuesday, February 17
Prove It! @ 15:26
Done with out first part of the Prove It competition. We were on the top of the list. So happy. I hope we'll stay on the top always. Hope we could bring good name for our school or rather ourselves and our library club. At least, people will think that library is also active in such competitions.Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: let's prove it
♥A @ 15:26
Sunday, February 15
Slimming Down @ 20:48
Valentine was bad! i hate it seriously. Nth happen. fucker! both my 'syg' can't be bothered. anws, i didn't really celebrate Vday. My Barney was hospitalised and discharged last noon. met him just now and Sufiyan is superbly busy. GTH!!!Thanks brother and friend! really appreciate it! we laughed alot i guess. but seriously, both of ur perfume smells nice and very strong. whatever it is, i really appreciate it. thanks once again. Lastly, this is my assurance for u both, i will always be there for u guys.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: because i love you
♥A @ 20:48
Thursday, February 12
Sexual Harrasment @ 22:01
What if suddenly, ur classmate ask for smn's number and that sms lead to some sexual content. That exactly what happened to me. Was clearing up thr library and cam-whoring when i suddenly reeived a msg. 3 of it was ok. others were more likely catogorised as sexual harrasment. ending up, me and some, discuss about this matter.
went home and told parents about it. dad was superbly angry and insisted of making it a police report. tmr i will bring this matter up to DM and see what happen. next week, dad's coming to school so yea the person is dead. feel bad for him but, he ask for it. i'm giving him the sweetest time ever.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: sex maniac
♥A @ 22:01
Wednesday, February 11
Gifts @ 23:35
Valentine's Day coming. Squeezing all the brain cells to think of a design for my gift for valentine's day for Sunshine and Sufiyan. Maybe? This will be considered. If plan changes or i received no news from both of them, i'm gonna lose my temper and i will end up treating myself to the thing i plan to do. Hope it'll go well.Sufiyan's currently in Tekong for his 6 Days 'stay in forest'. He should be back in S'pore by Friday. Hopefully Saturday get to meet him as planned last week. meeting as a friend-friend relationship. i know my limits but sometimes, i do go over the limits due to some problem caused by Sunshine. anws, i hope Sufiyan's well and is adapting well to the forested area. I really hope he's doing fine and won't be involved in any assaulting cases or anything. feelings for him? don't think so but he does. that's my greatest fear. i hate losing friends. if i really have to choose between Sunshine/relationship and Sufiyan/friendship, i don't know which to choose. it's a tough decision and i hope this situation won't happen to me. i don't tolerate to such situation.
Sunshine's alway busy. As usual, before and after. No difference. Although i felt no love but i know, deep down in his heart, there's the love for me and he'll show it one day. I really hope it'll be sometime soon. As for celebrating vday with him, it's still pending. he might be working and i can't be bothered as he really want to work and study at the same time. Although i'm worried, i can't force. Forcing will only make things go worse. I treasure the relationship so much that i'm trying my best not to hurt him and to make him happy. he on the other hand, have yet to contact me for the past 2 days. today, i didn't text him a single thing. if he can't be bothered, i can't be bothered too. whatever it is, i hope this Vday will be a great day for us!
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: oreo cheesecake orders
♥A @ 23:35
Monday, February 9
Love Bites! @ 19:26
Thanks to Evangeline that i'm so excited about love bites. she asked me how to do love bite and i'm so noob abt this and told her idk. went on to search in the net in school but the web is forbidden. at home only i found how to do. i even tried it on my arm. lol. just to ensure that it works. now, my tongue hurts. haha. some are obvious and some are not.Lovebites are bruises beneath the skin. so yea, it'll soon go away. by tmr it'll fade away. let me share to those people out tere who don't know how to do a lovebite. just a few steps and i'm sure it works! 100% guaranteed! u can try it on ur own arm too!
- open ur mouth slightly like when ure kissing
- suck ur skin (DON'T BITE!!)
- continue sucking ur skin for 30 seconds
- u'll see the reseult and will be mesmerised. lol
Try it out! DIY! for those who think this post shouldn't be posted, MYOB ok. this was a mere random post and it's a knowledge too! Be OPEN-MINDED! people have been asking if i want them to add up to my lovebite 'collection'. haha. very funny.
Sunshine i miss u very much. i hope we really could meet up soon due to our busy schedule. no matter what: Absence makes the heart growns fonder.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: more lovebites?
♥A @ 19:26
Sunday, February 8
Horoscope @ 14:36
Start being more generous with your opinions, and you'll start making your relationships a lot more meaningful. You can't underestimate a person's ability to accept constructive criticism -- they want to be told the truth, just like you do. And few people are as good at couching their negative remarks with tact and charm as you. So don't hold back when saying what you really think about their project or idea. They're counting on you to give it to them straight, so don't let them down!Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: it's true i guess
♥A @ 14:36
My Sunshine! @ 14:05
080209 mark the greatest day of my life. it was unexpected that Sunshine will call me at the wee hours. i was lying on my bed trying hard to sleep when suddenly my phone rang. It was Sunshine who called me. we talked for few hours and my menstrual cramps made me to be a little quiet last night. he noticed that too and i said it was norm but he denied.At last, he is mine. I'm the happiest person on Earth. What will happen to Sufiyan? Sunshine know abt him as i told him. i will make things clear to Sufiyan when the time is right. I do adore him but as u all know, no one can ever replace MySunshine. so yea, even though i feel bad for Sufiyan, what to do, Sunshine made the first step and that will make me happy.
Sunshine,
I promise i will take care of u.
I promise i won't make u sad, angry and many more.
I promise i will always be there for u.
I promise i will always be true to u.
finally,
I promise that i will love u no matter what.
Only death can seperate us i hope.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: My choice is true
♥A @ 14:05
Saturday, February 7
Weekend @ 22:51
Here comes anoher weekend! happy? i don't think so. lots of work is waiting for me, and i also have lots of catching up to do. Abesent? yea, i was absent from school twice this week. Fever and diarrohea. thank goodness it's gone.Currently i'm haveing my menstrual cramps. thanks to Sufiyan who make me feel much better. after i stopped studying with Hafiz, i didn't went out on weekends anymore, to study. but today, met Sufiyan, my new and hopefully long last study mate. i really mean it. though he's serving NS now, he can still accompany me what. doesn't matter if he's studying or not. i need smn to push me to study and do all my homework. let's get back to my story. Met Sufiyan and he cheered me up. tickled me none stop and me, never-ending laughing. he's cute, funny and i adore him. but still, MySunshine can't be replaced. no matter what.
bought my vanguard sheet and will do my monthly timetable later. hopefully, with that, i'll follow my schedule real close. can't afford to waste my time in school library doing nth in the end. but, it's fun to be with those who always made me laugh when i'm in the library. no matter what, i must learn to be a loner now. sacrifice for O level.
Sufiyan has booked in to his camp. tmr going Tekong to 'torture' himself in the forest for 6 days. prepare for the future? haha. all the best friend! i'll always pray for ur health and i hope u'll be fine. i'm always here for u. Hopefully we'll meet on Saturday, as said by u earlier on. as promised earlier on, i'll finish all my homework and revision by tmr. Love u friend!
Hazwan's recoveing! thank god, my prayer has been answered. now, i'm waiting for the time to visit him again. second visit is a need i guess. for me it is. some don' t agree. no matter what, he's a good friend and i'm happy, in fact, everyone is happy to know that he's recovering. He's strong i told u! might be visitng him with Sufiyan.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: my bloody valentine
♥A @ 22:51
Thursday, February 5
love is in the air @ 21:14
The worst feeling is not being lonely.It's being forgotten by someone u could not forget.
i'm going through quite a hard time now. with my health, school, friends and perhaps family? i'm rather out of place now and feel kind of insecure but still i'm happy in front of everyone and only god knows how sad i am. my homework is piling up and i don't know when to do. i just hope that i will finish it during the weekends. i'm rather sick now and can't concentrate much. i just want to rest.
Hazwan's recovering and hopefully nothing bad will happen to him. i'll continue to pray for him. I'm always here for u. i'll visit u soon with a friend. (:
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: he's strong indeed
♥A @ 21:14
Tuesday, February 3
F&N @ 13:22
Progressing with F&N research.Hopefully it'll be 2/4 done by end of next week...
visiting Hazwan later and hope that i'll be strong to see him. heard stories about him and i'm prepared to accept for the worse. I always pray that he'll pull through this hard time. Hazwan is a strong guy. I believe that he will pull through.
Sunshine is loved/missed/adored.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: sedated.morphines.
♥A @ 13:22
Sunday, February 1
Get Well Soon @ 13:27
Life has been mundane eversince Chinese New Year. Homework, house chores, researchs and family time. i've been disoriented for a while and after friday, things have went smoothly, though very slowly. currently doing with my Biology and English research and count myself lucky as i'd done my other homework. Progressing on F&N research and i seriously need help on how to continue. i guess tmr will be a good time for me to continue. Research dateline is tmr. i need to do everything by today.Friday was spent 1/4 at home, 1/4 at Poly clinic and 2/4 at gran's place. unwell on Friday and after which received a news that gran's neighbour passed away. went to help out but in the end with my laptop doing my f&n. sadly, it can't be continued. at least, i did sth rather than the others whom i myself is not sure whether they do or not.
Saturday was spent 2/4 at home and 2/4 at gran's place. My aunt's getting married and so there was a discussion made last night and let me tell u this, my wedding ceremony will not be too complicated like this and i promise that i want it to be grand yet simple and will try my best to do everything on my own without being asked by anybody. after telling this to my mum and gran, i was being mocked at. Damn it! they said in the future i'll change my thinking and mine would be more complicated. LOL! hope it won't happen.
Today is spent hopefully 1 whole in my house. Thought of visiting Hazwan who met with an accident and now in ICU. but, i'm recovering from fever and mum said i can go but i choose not to in case i'm too weak. my fever is very weird. it will attack me every night and i will be under my blanket when morning comes. so frustrating and my cough medicine is very 'spicy'. my throat really feels like burning and i often sleep due to that.
To Hazwan:
Get Well Soon! U need to pull through this moment. Everyone will be by ur side.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
Labels: farewell January
♥A @ 13:27