It was unexpected. the crowd was really unexpected. i thought not that many people are coming. lucky i wasn't wearing sth short sleeved. haha. i feel very uncomfy when people start to look at me...haha....just now what i wore was perfect. my make up was suitable not too extreme. (:

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♥A @ 00:13

On my birthday, nth much happened. Instead, i was actually cleaning up my house. example: sweep the floor, mop the floor, do the sofa, wash the utensils and went to buy some groceries. Should i be doing that? i don't think so. LOL! i wasn't dissapointed with the number of people who wished me. i wasn't hoping anyone to even rmb or take the touble to wish me. but quite dissapointing, smn who i thought he/she won't forget my birthday will wish me but hell man, nth from them. sad huh? but i can't be bothered. as long as i'm happy i'll be ok! Made muffins for tmr. kind of like rewng kt uma aku jap tdi. like as if there's wedding ceremony la. haha...preparing stuffs for tmr. made muffins till i lost interest and focus. damn yea, never i felt this way before. maybe it's due to me missing MySunshine or those expected ppl to wish but they didn't? i don't know. i was moody for awhile just now and i scolded almost everyone. i hate myself being very moody, gloomy and all those negative feeling.

i guess MySunshine is fast asleep now. he might be tired working. his brains is polluted with earning lots of $$...to me it isn't really important. haha. but i i were to work for a long time i think it would be important especially after i were to quit working. it will obviously affect me so much. from getting to buy anything that instant to can't buy that thing at all. haha. it's really bad. ): Happy for my syg that she's working now. hope u'll be fine and yea, i miss u veryveryveryveryveryvery much la...muacks!(;

i am terribly missing MySunshine. He's sweet, adorable, caring, friendly, funny, never fail to make me smile and everytime i'm angry with him about sth(even small matter), he would apologise in the sweetest way and i'm melting. like the butter that i put in the oven fr it to melt which is used in my muffin. haha...i really love u dear. (:


Loves!

MamaLemon(:

Labels: i really miss u.

♥A @ 02:22

Thanks people for the wish. Some wished in advanced and some wish on the dot and some wish minutes after 12midnight and some wish this morning. A big thank you and warm hug and kiss from me to u. (:











♥A @ 11:52

My tagboard isn't meant for smn to criticise me. if u hate me that much, i don't mind for i know in my life that i don't need u. if i were to have such a person in my life, i'll suffer a lot. apart from that, my self-esteem will be low too. that's for sure. what i can't take it is, the person is fuckingly making me angry when tmr is my Birthday. i'm neither heartbroken nor sad with what he/she said. i'm pretty good in handling such a person. the most i could do is don't bother that person. hopefully u'll stop bothering me. Thank You!

Loves!

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:59

today was a great, pathetic, tiring and boring day of the week. did most of the house chores. clean up the house for this Saturday's event. Mass Birthday celebration cum gathering and blablabla. haha. it was a sudden urge of mr to help mom out with the chores. rather tired.

Loves!

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:37

Happy Birthday to my Ogy Aunty.

Age i don't know.

Hope u have a great day ahead and be happy always!

Loves!

MamaLemon(:

♥A @ 12:42

Mind your own business and for god's sake reveal your true identity. If u're bold enough to give those negative remarks about me, then u must be proud to reveal your identity. I really hate smn who give me negative remarks about myself and don't reveal their identity. Stop all these nonsense. i know what to do. i love myself and must i really listen to what people say? i wanted to go to the gym on my own account. not because of all of ur god damn negative remarks. i seriously hate it. stop all these nonsense for once and no apolpgy is needed. i shan't call this as stalking. might be just some passer by who loves to give rude/stupid/negative/uncalled for remarks. Respect the blog owner. i shall not continue. shall end it here before i get too vulgar.

Loves!

MamaLemon(:

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♥A @ 01:39

Fuck off and stop bothering me. i hate to be provoked and don't ever provoke me again. i ain't angry with u but why must u say that i'm scolding u? u are such an oh-so-pathetic person. i tried being good towards u, i tried to be normal towards u, i tried to discard those bad thoughts about u. But, i failed doing so. my brain is just polluted with all your bad doings and many more. i heard more of ur negative side and less of ur positive side. after what u did to me just now, i just can't forgive u that easily. u are someone who always wreck my happiness. u keep on finding my fault. i can't stand it anymore. i've had enough of u. i'm sorry to say, i don't want u to be in my life and i don't want to contact u anymore. our friendship is just till this stage. i hope after this u could understand what a true friendship really means.

my journey to find a true friend is still long. i just hope to find someone better than you and whom i can talk with openly about any problems in our friendship. i don't like to keep to myself about preoblems faced. important things to do in friendship is to talk things out, come to a solution, respect each others solution and trust each other. lacking this, problems will be encountered. i'm not a pro in friendship. this is my point of view.


Loves!

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:01

i have been really busy and the moment i meet my com, i feel so lazy to blog. these 2 days really teach me a lot. Ytd, went to school to help out with some school Open House stuffs. went alone. only my PSP is there to keep me company. When Atiqah comes, i just feel like giving her a black face. idk why. i think it's because i have nth to talk about and sth personal. i wasn't really happy and i just acted as if i am.

Today, Open House. Never expected it to be. It was so boring. This year the so-called theme is about Classroom environment. i prefer the CCA Exhibitions. it wasn't as lively as past years. i think i need to feedback to the school. That way, we can attract more people to come to our school. Bake muffins and teach people how to bake. Amanda made my day. Thanks dear. (:
I'm sorry too. ur muffins is all gone. haha. sorry. X(

my body ache a lot la. my feet, back and even my eye. muffins is nice. i think i will bake it for Hari Raya. Haha. another dish. my 1st attempt in baking muffins was last year. Practical Exam. It was disastorous. hahahaha. this was much simpler and i'm a pro now. even memorised the recipe and methods. LOL!!

i'm damn tired can? wanna sleep can? haha. i hope so. my house is full of kids. i do love kids but, when i'm tired i give the hell of myself. even they don't bother me. tired seh. wanna sleep.

Loves

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:01

Finally, the long awaiting day by my sis is already over. She passed and i'm happy as i don't need to waste my money as she didn't beat me. my aggregate was far way better than hers and my brother. 15+ is not good. at least they didn't retain i'm happy for them.


♥A @ 14:05

Happy 13th Birthday to my sister,




♥A @ 13:58

It was suppose to be a happy month for me. me and 2 other siblings are celebrating our birthday this month. but, it turns out to be a boring, tiring and inactive month. i'm rather bored and can't be bothered with stuffs. this means everything in life. if i can do it, i'll do it. if i can't, i'll give that very moment. i'm not searching for a job as i really can't be bothered with everything and mom told me to just stay at home. unless if there's opportunity for me, i'll grab it. right now my greatest fear is about getting promoted to S5 or not. if i get to go S5 i'll study like mad. it will soon be reveal. mid December is the results. and yea, i'm very nervous and i don't know how to explain my feelings right now.

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♥A @ 17:11

It's been a long time since i've blogged. was very busy and also don't have the mood and energy to sit in front of my computer. busy helping my grandmother to finish the food she cook. haha. nah, actually i was busy helping out with a feast my uncle had organised as he's going for his pilgrimage next month. weekend was spent eating Ayam Masak Merah. it can be called sweet and sour chicken. sth like that. haha. it was deli-li-li-cious!!!! especially when i'm craving for more s'pore food. what's more, my grandma cook it ok. the best cook ever. will be like her in the future. XD no time to blog and very tiring.








♥A @ 23:03

Somehow i think guys are the best friend for girls. Guys are somehow the very little factor that affect a girl in a way or another. In my life, guys are often seen as someone who brightens up my life and who draw a smile on my face everday. Although sometimes they make me frown, sad, angry but the truth guys are much more open minded and they can be a listening ear. that's what most of my guy friends are like. i don't know about u but for me, i prefer having more guy friends than girl friends. by interacting mor with guys, i develop a certain kind of knowledge about guys. from there, i can understand guys.






Trust Your Partner!




♥A @ 12:01

why must he call me and hang up the phone?

♥A @ 12:32

i bet this is really the time for me to really relax my mind and get over with everything that keeps me brood. brooding all day long is unhealthy!! i am a happy go lucky girl and i love to smile. everyone tells me that. even if the person just got to know me. but, all the smiles is fading away. eversince i'm back from India, everything seems to change. my life is so empty and i just want to be in a relaxing mode but still enjoying. right now, i'm feeling very bored and all i do is eat and when i can't take it, i'll go to the loo. once i'm really bored, i'll doze off. i hope i can turn the back the time.

One shocking news that i get to know. very sad. not even my mum told me. i heard my mum's conversation with smn just now. i was very shocked. sth i really can't reveal or tell anyone. i'm seriously very sad to hear this, secretly. not even a single soul tell me the real scenario. why must it be kept a secret from me? it's like a week's old and no ione even told me.

last night Ariffin called me. just now i called him but he was asleep. his mum is really sweet. i hope this tie will go on. i really miss him and hope that he'll call me up soon. i'm left with a question mark on my head. ?


Loves!

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 21:58

This is the small thing that keep on bugging me. i really don't know why but somehow the trip teaches me a lot. i still have a long way to go. life can be long for me. but i must have determinations in what i do. i must go for my dreams. why should draw a border to my life when the freedom that i want is there. i can't ppossibly continue with this. my feelings are so mixed up. i need to relax but how do i do that when it's impossible for me to do that? i just hate being in such a situation.




♥A @ 11:16

Happy Belated Birthday to my brother, Hafiz.





♥A @ 11:04

Finally!! this is what i called home. it really is home...i miss home and s'pore food badly. haha. anws, i was rather sick back in India. i gave myself an award. The Best Puker on Earth. i puked a lot la!! can't believe it man.. can't stand the pain i had to go la. if it was s'pore still ok but it's India!! and i can't eat a full meal or i'll end up puking. shit!!

Now that i'm back in s'pore, my attitude started to change and worst is i can't be bothered with what's happening in my life now!! i'm really tired coming back from the trip. the plane ride was awesome when we're going back to S'pore. i love the clouds!! wish i could build a house in the clouds. it would be rather peaceful and that's what i called HEAVEN!!

pictures will be up really soon!!!

Loves!

MamaLemon(:

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♥A @ 12:51

Evann: CHOO CHOO TRAIN!!! haha..lol!!
Ying Jie: Heyy!! thanks for the updates. i'll still stick to my passion in becoming an F&N tacher. Thanks! (:
Aishah: study la!! haha. exchange programme??


Loves!

MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 12:48

OMG!!! i'm seriously superly missing S'pore food. i want my Nasi Lemak, Chicken Rice and Banana Fritters. OMG!!! i miss the mineral water in s'pore. lots of stuffs or shall i say it lots of FOOD to buy when i reach s'pore.

Had Yoga lesson today. Hindi class. Indian Dance class. Rehearsal for peformance. although i was sick i still went through the day normally. only that i got irritated a little when smn told me sth that i don't. or rather i don't practice that characteristic. smn(i can't reveal who) says that i'm rude and i'm sarcastic. and HELLO!! i'll only be sarcastic in a joking matter. i hate people saying me this and that when i actually don't. this actually affected me the whole day. i got carried away and thanks to the others who drew a smile on my face. LOVE you guys for that. and a kiss from me to you.

My choo choo was down with high fever and i got worried. borrowed him my thermometer(although i know i shouldn't) and his temperature exceeded 38deg. it was high. while waiting for dinner i stuff his mouth with the thermometer. he was very reluctant to take his tempterature again. stubborn huh? anws, he' like my brother. though he's taller than me. haha.

i hate the fly in the group. seriously i'll tell it off sooner or later. stop FLIRTING!!! i'm rather sick now but my god-mother (Rohina's mum, Aunty Mita) gave me some medicine to make it better.
Anws, just sth extra: Rohina told me that most of the Indian buddies wants me t be their buddy. OMG!!! i am normal. simple and just like the others. but i'm happy to know that people are happy to be with me. (:

I MISS ZACK, MOM, DAD, SIBLINGS AND FAMILY!!!

Loves!
MamaLemon(:

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♥A @ 00:04

Happy Holidays Amalina!! lol!! currently i'm in India. just to inform each and everyne of you, i am really very safe. haha. the weather here is really better than Singapore. it was damn cooling. i really love it. (: ytd went to village. it was an eye opener experience. what's more, i had really want to experience village life. so yea, it's over. although it is very different, the weather is so fun. very cold as if it's winter. (:

I'm missing my family and all my friends. here i'm rather happy. with everyone by my side. Both S'pore and Indian friends.

I AM SAFE!!

Loves!
MamaLemon(:

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♥A @ 20:07