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here coms the month of Ramadhan.
a month full of blessings.
a month full with good deeds.
a month that people will consider to change themselves.
a month which Allah will be happy and grateful,
to know that His people are doing what He wants us to do.

Let's do more charity in this month and hopefully it'll be part of us,
so we can continue doing it even after this month.

The uniqueness of this month is unspeakable.

p.s: Happy Fasting to all Muslims.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:38

can i bear with seperation? this is what i asked myself after some of my close friends say that they want to continue their studies in ITE. it's actually a sad fact to know this. i'm unsure if i can face this. Everything will determines on the day we get our N level results. I just don't know why i am thinking about this now when we've yet seat for our N level. this feeling comes when i was randomly looking at the pictures i took during Teacher's Day.

i'm hoping for the best.

that's all kiddos.

p.s: 4N1, i'll surely miss u guys.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 12:09

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
-perform my pilgrimage(hope to spell it correctly)
-Paris(to see Eiffel Tower)

#2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
-make friends
-help people

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
-No! Not at all!

#4 If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be ?
-His love!

#5 Things you cant live without :
-Family
-Friends
-Handphone
-Him
-psp

#6 What are you afraid to lose ?
-My love ones
-My virginity to smn other than my future husband

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
-tour around the world
-Shopping!!

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
-Becoming a teacher
-Becoming a good wife!(:

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
-Friendly
-crazy at times
-fun to be with

#10 What makes you happy ?
-pooh bears
-passing my N level
-getting to do what i really want

#11 What type of person do you hate the most?
-backstabbers

#12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
-power to tell somebody off.

#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
-Happiness

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
-Family
-Love ones

#15 If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend , would you die for her ?
-Yes

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
-my youngset brother.

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
-i want to be with him

#18 Who are you close to ?
-Fazillah
-Aisyah
-Razanah
-Ateeq
-Tikos
-Khaileeda

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her/him ?
-It depends usually yes.

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
-24/08/09

7 things that scare you:
-losing the person i love
-fail my N Level
-no friends
-judgement day
-people not trusting me
-lose my hp
-losing him

7 things that you like/love the most:
-Family
-Him
-handphone
-pooh bear
-psp
-my bed
-my friends

7 important things in my room:
-pooh bear
-pillow
-basket of Body Shop stuffs
-bed
-wardrobe
-mirror
-tv

7 people to do this questionnaire :
-Ateeq
-Aenn
-Miera
-Melissa
-Evann
-Azmi
-Cnad
♥A @ 22:07

today was such a tiring day. i woke up at 4.30pm. bathed, eat, clean my room and watched tv till 9pm. was waiting for my relatives arrival but, till now, they've yet to come. my shoulder hurts a lot. don't know why but it just hurts. i can't move my shoulder with ease. just hope it'd be better.
N Level is coming in 2 days time. still studying. wishing myself the best!!

that's all kiddos.

p.s: Achik, i miss you seh. (:

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 21:49

went to BLGPS. thought i was late. then me and Nad saw Azmi and Irfan. they were there for so long and yet can't get in the school. then, saw Ais. she's super tall!! crossed over and shouted her name and guess what?? Hugged her!! lol!! we were so happy. then met with few others. Hakim and Adzreen joined us. waited for so long just to get inside and sadly, i can't. we were so tired and frustrated and hungry. planned to lepak. lol!! actually it's more of bonding programme. LOL!! programme?? bused to JP bought KFC. met Fitri there and bused to Jurong West Stadium, where we met Hairul there. update!! only me, Nad, Fauzyah, Yien Qing, Fitri, Hakim, Adzreen, Andrea and Hairul went there. we ate there and started to talk and talk and talk. so fun talking to them!! i'm going to plan a re-union meeting for those ppl who are going. i miss Shahril, Shaifful and Ariff.. arrggh!! Fitri didn't say that he have their number. lol!! nvm2...there's always another time to meet them. went home at 4.30pm. Hairul is cute when he sticks out his tongue at me. (coz adzreen listened to him to take bus at the other bustop). =P

Candid!!


Group Picture

Labels: i miss u guys.

♥A @ 19:16

Pictures taken during Spring Cleaning.
(only 21 ppl turned up!!!)





was late and manage to catch the normal bus. in the end i wasn't late and took the class attendance files and class key. everything was normal. lower sec went to the school hall and upper sec remain in the quadrangle for ACES day workout and some games. the workout was freak. actually, it was fun but one step i find it funny. Syafiq was kind of shuffle with that step. it's FREAKY!! after workot was game time. m class was so enthu and so supportive. for 10 minutes we need to keep the ball passing and my class manage to get 4th in place. we were told that we got 3rd but in the end, 4EN got that place. it's ok. we did our best!!

the celebration was quite fun. i love the part where we need to guess which teacher's nose, eyes, mouth and hair. the last picture was damn GAY!! everyone was laughing like hell!! damn funny...the part i hated most was the ending part. FREAK!! they delayed the time we were dismissed 30mins later!! how can ths be. student's late cannot.. unfair!! hmm...went off to primary school at around 12pm. LOL!!!!

that's all kiddos.



Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:42

This morning, Mr Liau(hope to spell correctly) came into class to brief us regarding the N Level thingy. last minute again. Monday then they paste the seating arrangement. For goodness sake, paste it earlier next time. u know how pressurise it is to know stuffs at the eleventh hour??? seating arrangements is still ok. but, the briefing should be made earlier the week not today. when it's like the 2nd last day of school for the term.

get to know that if we're late, we need to call up the school and we'll be advised to go to the nearest Exam Centre. i just hope i wo't be late. can't believe how will i feel being in a different place. Example was my Malay oral. held in Jurongville. I feel so weird. luckily Nana was with me. don't know how it would be if i'm alone...^_^

The rest is just so general. cannot bring handphone and bags should be outside the hall. not suppose to bring in any bags. i'll think more then 10 times to bring my hp or not. enough of this N Level thingy.

Today was the most tired day i ever had. slept late ytd and had my pre-dawn meal at 5am. Had Nasi Lemak. how great was it. i'm a Nasi Lemak worshippers!! the whole day was raining and i wore my sweater for the whole day. During Malay lesson, teacher was very open and i like it this way coz i don't have to feel neither afraid nor bored. Everyone gave feedback about him and he replied to us.

After school, he asked me why i didn't turn up to school for so many days. i explained the real situation and he did advised me to take some actions that is right and also recite some surah before i sleep.(make it as a routine) surely i will do it. amalkan selalu je. jdi aku sihat time exam. klau physical mmg tk blh lari uh. tpi klau kene bende lain(hopefully not) mmg tk blh lari uh. sadsadsad. after that he replied to my feedback and i told him why i don't approach him. ^_^. it's my fault too but i feel that my closest friend didn't really help me much. didn't talk to them much today. just feels so weird. maybe because i'm fasting, that's why i prevent myself from talking to them.

Acap really can't make me stop laughing. lol! sitting together with acap and farid is-so-not-bored. lol!! i'm always being bullied. haha. but it's just in the form of joke. i guess it's enough for to blog today. unsure if i'll be online or not tonight. just too tired to think of entertainment right now. currently at Ateeq's place. i'm going home soon. rest, break my fast and then prepare stuffs for tmr adn hope to sleep by 2130hrs. (:

That's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 17:42

i was sick but still, i fast. haha great huh?
didn't go to school and woke up at 4.30pm.
really great!! went night study and studied.
now, i need to do my work.

That's al kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 23:08

one word to describe about me today. SLEEPY

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 22:03

12.30pm-early lunch
1pm-gather at foyer
1.15pm-go airport
2.15pm-reached airport & was briefed what to do
2.30pm-helped Sports Council distribute flags to the public(at T3)
3pm-athelets came out. (cheered)
3.30-went out of T3 to Hippo Bus area to wave to athelets and stuffs.
4pm-went to SAM to wave to the athelets touring arnd s'pore
5.30pm-went to Raffles City

that's the itenary for today. feel damn kuku. haha. had early lunch. and of we go to T3. reached there and positioned ourselves. helped the Sports Council to distribute flags to the public. Athelets came out and we cheered. Me, Jerrck, Jasmine, Hui Min, Chanel and many others were so enthu. sang all s'pore songs. funny thing is, me and Jerrick jumble up the lyrics. haha. ^-^

many media started asking where we are from and this guy reporter wants to approach me but was reluctant. i smiled at him and he said, "hi, can i interview u?" reply, "hi. sure." the interview was on Amanda and Jerrick was there too. he took down our names and that's it.

Athelets went on to Hippo Bus. Me, Eric and Jerrick lead the hole group of Hua Yians out of T3 to wave to them. outside, we were cheering and shouting like the whole are was ours. haha. lots of cameraman and videoman took our poics and video, when we were cheering for them. feel so proud but our face al so red. EXHAUSTED!! no air!! from inside to outside keep on shouting and cheering and singing.

after that bused to S'pore Arts Museum. me, Jerrick and Eric was having a damn difficult time doing a damn entangling thingy. lol!! baloons!! so cute. waited for hippo bus to come. 1st one was wrong one. lots of Ang-Mo inside. lol! waited and finally reached. we blew our whistle and clap our clappers and Tao Li signd a s'pore flag with her name on it. so cute. she's damn cute!!

walked to Raffles City. 5 mins walk. excercise. ^-^. so kuku. walked with a unch of students who just don't want to listen to my instructions. they just don't understand English!! damn them la!! go die!! waste my saliva tell them so many times. spoiled my mood. at Raffles City. damn packed. typical s'porean will do what? PUSH LA!! push here, there and everywhere. blew whistle also ppl look one kind..damn la!! we students la ok? if working adults u can give me that kind of look la. but HELLO!! S'PORE SPIRIT OK!! MUST ENTHU LA!!

lastly, met Tao Li up close. but never get to talked to her or shake hands with her. the damn security ppl push me awya. luckily my legs isn't weak. push me like pushing trolley. damn man!! really hate to be pushed that way adn worse, my balloon. 2 fat man squeezed it. luckily it didn't burst. *sigh* walked to our bus. i need to count the number of students in the bus. suddenly, Jerrick say "ala, u go that bus, i go this bus. easier"...lol!! so, i was seperated from Hui Min, Amanda and Jerrick. i was in the bus with Chanel, Wei Lun, Eric, Geofferey and more. i was damn sleepy and tired. blast my music and no earpice. no choice. ppl must listen la. haha

reached school. wait for Mrs Chin as they need to get their bags and stuffs. afterthat, go makan. Amanda and me wants the seat nearer to the end. The boys were saying, "aiyo, only wei lun what. scared for what? Ama, just sit la." i gave in and took the seat next to wei lun and Amanda. went to buy chicken rice and when i came back. thre were changes made and i'm feeling rather curious. ^-^

bused home and watched my 'boyfriend' cooking in the tv. haha. he got 25points. nvm. u did ur best! love u. haha. after that watched malay drama and now blog. i'm not doing my ss as i'm damn tired and my eyes ar closing. so sorry Mrs Wong. but i'm really tired. i rather get scolding than to write rubbish and give u heartache. tmr got what lesson siol? aku pun tk tau. LOL!!

anws, in the morning i as damn blur. I won an essay writting competition. i don't know when did i even enter the contest. haha. won a $15 popular voucher. and ya, still thinking on what to buy. lol! still have my kinokuniya $20 voucher too. whatever it is, thanks to Mdm Nisha who guided me in writting the essay.

that's all kiddos.

Loves,
MamaLemon(:

Labels: tired leh

♥A @ 22:40

Yes!! i am finally learnign Italian. haha. i'm also learning some French, German and Spanish words too. It's really fun. haha. and as u cansee in my blog, most are Italiano words and phrases. haha. i love learning foreign language. I want to learn Hindi. haha. i'm going India and must know how to interact with them. (:

I'm going out at night with Ateeq's family. Hehe. Followed her as she have no friends. that's what she say. till now, i'm still not ready yet. nvm. will get ready at 4pm. by 5pm should be done. (:

Freak, i just rmbred that i have yet search for my red shirt! i'm going to be dead. didn't study ytd and today. i'm going to be a dead meat tmr. ^-^ all i care.

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
Amalina(:
♥A @ 15:12

Gosh! today i feel really tired and sleepy. in the morning walked to school with Ateeq. again, i was late. haha. today, it's my turn to buy sweets. my all time favourite - Weather's Original. should be the right spelling. hmmm...was snacking on it sice morning to afternoon. after school went to the Mama Shop to buy more sweets. gave 1 to melissa. anws, during English lesson, Mdm Nisha wants the class to edit the whole compilation of essays. the 1st one that she model was mine. OMG!! the mistakes were purposely made by her. my essay was about Asam Pedas and the clsas wants her to cookfor us and she say ok but it'll be replace by the Chocolate Cake. but, we need to fork out $$ from the class fund to buy loaves of bread for the dish. it'll take place on Monday. i think probably during recess. bt, by then the dish will be cold. and just hope that it still taste nice. i hope it'll be a stingray. haha. lol! *dream on Amalina*

after school there's Social Studies extra lesson. i was reluctant to go. but, after thinking that my ss paper is in a week time. i decided not to miss it. Alan was late and Mrs Wong need to use the Projector. i set up for her. thanks to Alan. haha. actually, i've been observing Alan when he's setting up. that's why i offered to help to set up the projector. managed to on the projctor. but, it doesn't show on the screen. Mrs Wong pointed out that i didn't switched on a 2 plugs. haha. i don't know what. but, Mrs Wong is not angry with me. hehe. she say: ''nvm, u'll learn along the way''. i'm happy as i manage to set up the thing for the 1st time in my life. haha. it's actually so simple. just need to fix in a few stuffs. and Alan pointed out my mistakes too. i should plug in to another place. hehe. nvm Amalina, at least u're not shy to try to set up. hehe. that's my spirit!

during the remedial, i was listening attentively. i started to love social studies this year. i love the way Mrs Wong teach. have been wanting her to be my teacher eversince she taught me in lower secondary. i find the way she teach interesting and i can engage in her lesson very well. (: near to the end of the lesson, she told us to try out an SBQ question. using the skill: cross-reference.
the queation was so challenging that i didn't focus much untill after Han Tong helped me. thanks alot!! now, i have the idea on doing cross-reference. (:

i can conclude that i learnt a lot of new skills today.

Things to decide:
1)should i go shopping before going to India?
2)should i forget about G?
3)should i continue with S5 or ITE?
4)should i lower y aims of getting such grades for N level?
5)should i aim for the course i really want?

Things i learnt today:
1) Set up projector completely
2)how to do SBQ qn using cross-reference skills(ss)
3)how to write SEQ essay(ss)
4)learn to be happy when i'm not
5)learn to write a proper expository essay

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:

Labels: fake smile

♥A @ 21:49

It's confirm that those who had hosted the Indian students have to go for the trip except for Neville. Mrs E says that we have been committed from the start and we can't back off. teacher's are confirming about the price and admin stuffs. students are planning what to perform when we're over there. Jerrick wants us to search for the best price of windbreaker and he needs to negotiate with the school to subsidise for us. hope we could get the subsidy stuffs. teachers will be cofirming with us about most of the admin stuffs hopefully by next week. me and friends are surely going to think about what to bring and wear and stuffs like that.

this means that Let's Go Shopping Ladies! it's going to be so fun. me and Aica is planning to buy packets of sweets to bring there especially the sourplum sweet (the one melissa complain too big). Of course, i'm going to bring my Body Shop stuffs. moisturiser, lip balm, body foam, lotion, scrub, perfume and many more. which bag to bring? still not confirm yet. for sure, my luggage is going to be big i think 1/2 the size of me. just like Rohina's luggage. *wink*


I have yet write down a whole list of stuffs to bring to India. i guess, i will post it to my blog. maybe not as a post but u know, part of my List Of Things To Bring to India. just like my upcoming events and stuffs like that that u can find on my blog. the one's that i've confirm bringing is: PSP, Digital Camera and Charger!! important. Confirm not bringing is: Stuffs that can remind me of school and Handphone.

however it is, i'm still planning for the trip. just don't want it to be a hectic one. *wink* Now, i just want to say that, I MISS ROHINA, MY TWIN SISTER.

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 21:13

today is my dysfunctional brain day. during Maths, eve the simple surface area formula i forgotten. Biology, i'm mixed up with most of the facts. but at least, i feel like i'm a pro in the heart section now. *flick hair* pe lesson, everyone was suppose to run. since i can't run Mdm Tan ask me to be the timer for the 2.4km run re-test. it was kind of fun but a little troublesome.

English was a whore! i did my f&n essay. only concluding the essay. but i still foolow what Mdm Nisha say. at least i did listen to her! after going through the summary writting formats and stuffs abt summary writting, we were suppose to write a summary with the given article. it's quite dry and bored. me, faz and aica were asking each other what points has we get. i read the article out loud to myself. just to eize the boredom, prevent myself from sleeping and i lve to read out loud! just imagine being in a 3period lesson subject. how boring is it. and it's after recess. many would be feeling tired and sleepy. in the end i did the whole summary and most of the points i wrote were what Mdm Nisha discuss about.

CME lesson we were given our fake testimonial and some forms we need to fill in so Mrs Chin knows what to write about us. I was surprised to see my testimonial being so short. i'm expecting it to be long as i've rendered a lot of service and she knows what i'm involve in and yea, of course there's much to write. hmmm. i'm just dissapointed. if my services is not recognised, i'll be the most dissapopinting person on Earth!! i don't want points but, i want to have long and good comments. this is also what i expected for my friends. some have nth. sadly to say, those people are like me. have loads of stuffs to talk about. whatever it is, i just want to focus on getting my 1,2 and 3 for N level. nth below 3. F&N lessn was ok. i'm starting to

forget most of the facts. ^-^

Mdm Siti looked at my photo album and saw one picture which make her laugh. she also commented that i look like my mom and i'm chubby and my face dosen't change. hehe. thanks for the comments for all those who viewed my photo albums. (:

i'm studying ss today again. maybe not. depends if i'm tired or not. or sure, i'm going for night study tmr. study ss again.

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 20:49

i was reluctant to go to school in the morning and finally, get ready and walked to school with Ateeq. i was late again. haha. my place to her place is abt 5mins walk. and my speed is slower as i'm on my 2nd day. haha. yea, the pain is still there. i really hate it. in the hall, as usual the same girls always take their damn time to be sated and like usual, me and the ones behind us must move behind. i can't stand hem anymore and ''scolded'' them. ne in my shoes and tell me how u feel...*winks* in class, i was really focus and did what i'm supposed to do. English lesson, i write answers on the board. malay esson, Asyraf tend to loo tired and oody as he didn't really disturb me like he did. and the way he read his answer, i can sense that he's tired. haha. nvm.. whatever it is, i did laugh and smile today. thanks to the orhers. during maths lesson, me and Faz talked about our funniest momment back in primary school. it's meant to be a secret. so, i can't reveal it. haha. Aica's is really funny. haha. and just noe otw back home fromnight study, she told me she saw the guy in her story. haha. after school there's maths extra lesson. before that, went to Mama Shop to buy sweets. haha. Melissa complained: ''why so big sia the sweet??'' haha.. it is a sour plum sweet ok. haha.

went home and went to gran's house. mum went to aunt's house at Bedok and luckily she left the house keys ion gran's house. ate at gran's house. haha. it's Asam Pedas with stingray!! nice. and also, Chilli Crab. yumyumyum. it's really yummy can't resist the temptation. haha. went home after that. get ready and guess what, i tied my own hair!! the scorpion style. the one that i really have handache. haha. damn difficult to tie my own. finally got it right. bused to school and waited for Faz and Aica for 1/2 and hour. so many couples date under the block and at the bustop also!! omg!! what will happen in the future? people are bacoming shameless to the public!! they can hug and kiss in ront of lots of people!! omg!!

during night study, i really studied my Social Studies as i'm aiming not to get any lower than 2 points for y combined humanities. *wink* at 8pm, walked to the bustop and waited for the bus for more that 1/2 an hour. everytime this happens!! reach home and now, i'm blogging!! yea!! haha. i guess, let me rest now. i want to watch Jeritan Sepi (Silent Cry)...

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon
♥A @ 21:08

when can this pain receed? i just can't stand it anymore! i managed to sleep at 1.30pm to 6.30pm. at least manage to sleep. but, sadly, i can't do any revision today. the damn pain just don't let me focus. tried to but, failed! i really hate it! i hope this is the 1st and the last time that will happen to me! anws, heard that most of the S'pore buddies MUST go to INDIA no matter what. but actually, it's suppose to be this way. if Jerrick didn't tell them that they MUST go, they simply can't be bothered to go. hmm. nvm then. i jut hope that i can go to school tmr. mom wasn't really angry like how she used to be. i guess she can really see the pain in me. haha. but seriously, the pain is unbearable!!

UPDATES:
-i've change my skin. what do u think of it? cooments?
-i've chenged my link. do re-link me.

Thanks.

that's all kiddos.

Loves!
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 19:35

Good Morning World!!

why? for the first time in my whole life i'm absent from school for my period pain. manage to wake up in the morning but the pain is too extreme that i told mum i can't even have a good night sleep. omg!! how terrible can this be?? it's my second day and i guess if i were to go to school, i'll be throwing my tantrums to evryone who tries to joke with me. apart from that, my blody is like squeezing out all the blood out. i can't bear the pain. it's just TOO EXTREME for me..this is my first time experiencing this kind of period pain. i can't cope with the pain. i'm always sleeping when i'm absent from school but not today. it's just TOO PAIN that i can bearly SHUT MY EYES!! can u imagine the pain i'm bearing now? a slight mistake can get me on my nerve today. i'm warning u guys to just bear with me. this doesn't really happen. i can't possibly absent myself from school today. i need all the facts and notes and stuffs like that. now, i need to study on my own.

i'm now hoping that the damn pain will go off soon. and to those i didn't reply ur msgs this morning, or late reply, i'm really sorry. i slept in my living room from 6am to 8.30am. i feel like dying now. i don't know what to do. omg!! i just have no mood to do anything. told my special smn that i'm re-doing my blog. yea, i'm going to.

that's all kiddos.

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves!

Labels: pain

♥A @ 10:39

today woke up, bathed and prayed in the morning. it's been long since i prayed. the talk on Saturday really opens my heart. went to school early. so cool! the bus was not really packed and the driver was good enough to ask us to move to the back. most drivers won't bother to do that. in the bus my bottle dropped...i really hate it as the bus was moving and i'm afraid that my bottle will roll around. lucky that didn't happen. *sigh*

reached school damn early and none of my girlfriends was around. went to the general office to retrieve the class key, diary and attendance file on behalf of Faz and Evann. they will be late and so, i should help them. but told them if only i'm early. BINGO!! i'm early than my other girlfriends. hehe...after retrieving what i need, went to the hall. i was the 1st alien from 4N1. haha. sat quite to back as some lower sec were playing badminton. still early right? so, i close an eye la. haha. then Hui Min came and we chatted. Aica came and ask me about Faz and told her that she'll be late. Tikos came and Aica asked me where's Khai and Nana. i told her maybe thee're not comming. Faz finally came with her new bag and new hair style. (:

during Malay, was ''bullied'' by Asyraf and Farid. THANKS ALOT!! APPRECIATE IT! but seriously, seating with them really makes me happy. haha. they cheer me up everyday!! (:
Bio lesson, didn't bring worksheet and me and Aica wasn't really focusing instead we talked abt sth else. but seriously, ms Leyana's textbook is DAMN good!! lots of diagrams. better than ours. me and Aica kep on aggreeing to each other that we should get that book instead. lots of infos and everything can be found there! going to buy it soon! Social Studies lesson was useful. Mrs Wong went through about the N Level format. that's the least she could do to help us for N level. followed by how to study for SEQ. in the sense that it need to be studied by themes. 1 theme might consist of either 1 or 2 chapter. s, we must study the whole theme. I'm goingto tackle the one on Sri Lanka. in al i need to study 3 breakdown of the theme. F&N i did lots of work. was really focusing. Assembly, was bored. and just listen to the talk by the talkers.

after school, we had Bio remedial. we were doing the task give on out own time. it was quite relaxed. Less pressure and less stressful too. overall, it was great. after lesson, went Teh Tarik to meet Fad and Faz. homed together. at home, i prayed and after that i want to want for the next praying time and cleared my mess on my racks of books and prepared my bag for Night Study. prayed and rest for 20mins. at 5.30pm i bathed and take my time to get ready. came out of the house around 6.15 and reached school at around 6.45pm. went to Polar with Aica and came back to school to contiue studying. all of us were laughing the whole time. went home at 8pm and reached home at 8.20pm. at home, my stomach starts to ache and i started having stomach cramps. i really hate it a lot!! it's really pain. found out that i'm having my periods when i went to the toilet. lucky, no stain was foud on my skirt la! *sigh*. i'm quite sad as i can't fast tmr. when can i repay the days i've loss for last year's Fasting month?? but i'm happy as i can welcome this year's Ramadhan!! and hopefully, Hari Raya too!! hehe...overally, today was fun and useful. (:

Things to do:
-F&N essay questions
-File in malay file
-Pack bag for tmr

that's all kiddos!!
Goodnight World!

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves!!
♥A @ 21:27

Regret. Yes, this emotion is what i felt after listening to the ustaz nye syarahan. he ''lectured''(can't find a better word) in a good way and it make me feel regret with the things i had done. i want to repent. and i am finding a wayto repent. someone just help me out. i really need help. i did actually cried while listening to the syarahan. i really slap my face and yea, feel regret. The feeling of regretting is just there during he whole talk and it just can't go away within hours. luckily, i manage to sleep well and just had this weird dream. a dream going to India without my PSP and while we're in India, sth bad happen. OMG! i really don't want this to happen. Blh mati siol!! butm dreams always turns out to be the other way round. *smile*

Gosh!! i still have yet to do my homework!! DAmn!! need to get it done by 10pm. arrgghh!! i just wish i don't need to live in a world with the word 'HOMEWORK'. exams are coming and i'm still slacking. i fuess it's time i find someone to study with me. probably a guy. ya, i not, i can't focus. coz when i tried studying with my girlfriends, we just keep on talking and laughing away!! OMG!! i just don't know how and i realy need to buck up. N Levels in on it's way this September. shall put my exam timetable on my blog as soon as i get to conquer the computer as long as today. i managed to edit my blog. change it to a new look and finally sth not black!! lol!!

Till we meet again next time.

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves!
♥A @ 12:45

today was a real day out for me. went gym in the morning with Faz, Aica and Tikos. Damn! i was late. mom woke me up at 7 and i procastinate and plan to wake up at 7.30. and i don't notice the time and woke up at 8.30am instead!! wth!! i was damn late as we were supposed to meet at 9am. lucky for me tikos have yet to go out. but again, i was rushing and yea, mom is agitated with me. ^-^ i didn't pack up ytd as i plan to wake up at 6.30am today to do whatever i can. but the plan failed!! lol!! anws, that's me..

today gym-ed from 10 to 12. burnt lots of calories.haha...will gym again next week i hope. but now, my whole body is aching. bused home. in the bus me and tikos gave our seat to 2 makcik. and 1 of them ask me ''primary what?'' i was like, OMG!! primary?? i said i sec 4...haha...they say i don't look like one as i'm short. and i just laugh with them. whatever it is, i'm happy to be me!! that's the spirit!! reach home at 1.30 and went to Ateeq's home to do some stuffs. ok and i'm sad to know sth..but happy in the end. haha.. now i'm going out again to attend some religious stuffs..

p.s: Harith Akif is friendly and cute!!
maybe he's for me...

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves! :)
♥A @ 19:18

why in life we must be tired? why must there be a moment we must feel really down and no one is here for us?? why? why? smn pls tell me why? i'm just damn lazy to go for nifht study tonight!! just lazy. tmr morning still need to wake up early in the morning to go gym with faz aica and tikos. gosh!! when can i go bowling??? haha...actually, my friend, Ahmad wants to go bowl with me, but, i decline the offer. haha.. it just feel weird if i bowl with a guy..lol!! but not with my s'porean buddies...lol...i want to bowl so much.. i make sure i'll bowl as mch as i want. homework? is there any? i don't know. i just don't care. what care is, i want to aim to get lesser than a grade 3 for al my subjects for N level!! i know i can do it!!

-Striving For Perfection-

Luvre,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon
♥A @ 16:45

My day would be meaningless if i wake up and find out that, no one is there to wake me up, to hurry me up and school will be a whore to me if none say hi or smile to me. this is what i've been trying to avoid since after Prelim Exam. why can't i have the same life as my friends? freedom? it's not a problem now, the problem is, i just feel that no one will be there for me. i'm left with my special someone who will not fail to sms me every morning trying to cheer me up. i really appreciate it dear. to my girlfriends, i know u're there but i just think that everyone has change...including me...hmm...i just don't know what is happening to my life. it's starting to fade away and i just don't know how to react. i feel that i'm in a loss now. i really need to buck up and STRIVE FOR PERFECTION!!!(my primary school motto) but seriously, i need to realise that i'm quite behind time for studying. i need smn to guide me through this. i'm glad that i can finally stop thinking about G. finally...i'm so fucked up with dad...he spoilde my mood...i'm only going to pack my bag and go to rest!! i seriously wants to sleep in peace tonight and don't want to wake up tmr with another scratch on any parts of my body. it's rather scary to find a scratch on your body when u know that u don't bang into sth or scratch onto sth. but, it doesn't really bothers me...what bothers me is to get at least 3 for all my subjects. i know it's possible!!!
this is what that has motivated me: IMPOSSIBLE!! (i am possible)

p.s: i wan't to wake up everyday with a big smile like i always have before.

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Labels: mixed emotions

♥A @ 21:26

i'm not in the mood to blog as all this while i've been sleeping at late night. i just can't sleep. i miss mymrcute too much. have been always talk to him on the phone till 2am+..haha...friends only...i have a special friend and so, i can't be too overboard. must have limits. let me blog about today...sth funny happen in class...

Nick and Farid was shouting to each other because of a pen and suddenly Nick blast his voice. Everyone kept quiet and stared at them. Farid went out of the class and Nick tumble over the table down and this make the whole class stares at him. suddenly he laugh and say that he's joking and put the table at it's original place. The whole class laugh like hell. he's such a joker.

i guess that's all today.

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon
♥A @ 20:58

another day of tiredness and boredom!! i'm wondering how i could seize it. been thinking if i could afford to have smn in my heart right now. till now, i'm still finding for the answer. if i were to ask my friends, most of them will surely say not to have one as i'm still having my N level at the end of the year. well, i'm still unsure myself. i just feel that now i'm at the bottom of the world. i just feel like crying all day i don't want to know anything about the outside world anymore. but, i can't. it's impossible for me to do that...

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves!!
♥A @ 18:08

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

lol!!! actually i don't really think of celebrating it this year. haha. no mood. seriously, ytd i was so fucked up. didn't go anywhere and just rot at gran's house. planned to go out but none of my friends are willing to go out. finally, i say ''Forget it Amalina!!'' can't be bothered to go out. watched tv. lol!! the performance SUCKS!! i only love the fireworks. it rocks!! i wonder how it would have been to experience it in real live. the fireworks was so great and better than previous years. Iryan went out. to see the fireworks!! i'm JEALOUS!! but what to do?? sms him only at night. i guess if i were to sms him early that day, he would have asked me out!! haha..what i know from him was all his friends went out and he's left alone. so, he went out with his secondary school friend. he give me loads of reason why he didn't ask me out ytd. haha. i just can't be bothered.

today, went to VIVO with Nana Vogue. we were wearing nearly the same colour tube and i wore a black cardigan with a black tudung. she wore a black wrap. our outfit matches!! haha. believe it or not, we were lost down there. haha. keep on walking the same and weong directions!! lol!! after alacking with her, i went to Pasir Ris for my aunt's open house. didn't eat only ate a brownie and that's all. i'm full!! lol!!! now, i'm starving..don't plan to eat.. but i need a cold drink!!! tmr, i must start to STUDY!! for N level. it's still not too late ok!! so to those who have yet to open up your books, do open it up now!! it's still not too late!! lol!!

p.s: i miss him lots!!

Lurve,
youroneandonly,
MamaLemon

Loves!
♥A @ 22:28

i'm getting worse this morning... woke up at 12.30 as mum told me to get ready to go to gran's place. i'm still weak and i crawled out of bed to get ready. whole day i slacked and watched tv!! nth good to watch but still, i watched as i want to seize my boredom!! i missed another birthday bash!! it would have been a lot of fun if i get to bash her up. haha. i just finished editing my work and still have another 1/2 to be done tmr or else, i have nth to do in class tmr. =D.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ATEEQ!!
sorry i wasn't there on your big day.
hope u're happy especially when i get to know that Fazlan gave u present. lol!!
HAPPY SAVOURING YOUR SWEET 16!!

Lurve,
your one and only,
MamaLemon

Loves!
♥A @ 22:20

ytd got my results. it was fine. get my papers with an open heart. even if i fail, i'd laugh. i know i didn't really put in a lot of effort for my prelim. but rest assured, i'll really study for my N level like hell. this is a promise made to Sunshine and i'm happy to get to know that the criteria to go S5 is L1B3. its easier. only need to improve more on my english and i have my f&n, malay and my combined humanuties in hands. maybe i'll try to get my maths and combined humanities a good grade too. that's important if i want to go to Polythechnic. the special programme thingy, i'm letting it go. i don't know which course to go, and don't dare to tell a word to daddy. and it's not 100% i'll get in the course i really want. the one i've been wanting is applied food science and nutrition.

today, i didn't go to school as i was not really well. i woke up at 2.30pm...this tells how sick i am. i missed the birthday bash for fazillah. well, tmr there is another 1. it's for ateeq!! haha..i feel so young. haha.. my friends are starting to go to there 16 years of age. i still need to wait for a couple of months. haha. happy savouring your sweet 16 girls!!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY FAZILLAH!!

Lurve,
your one and only,
MamaLemon
♥A @ 21:59

boy, u made me cry all night. u made me wait for u through out the night. in the end, i get NOTHING! ZERO! maybe u might be really tired, but, the least u could do is to inform me. but, u did nothing! i waited for your call and sms but i get nth till this morning. u are making me weaker. i can't trust your words anymore. but, everytime u send me those sweet msgs, it makes me feel i am up on cloud nine. i can't fake about my feelings anymore. u meant a lot to me. boy, why are u treating me this way? i don't deserve to be treated this way. do u know that i'm so worried about u? this always happens when u don't reply my sms-es. i thought u are going to be there when i need someone to be by my side. but, u prove me wrong!! i thought u are different from the others but, i guess u're the worse?? i shall not jump into conclusion. i don't know how to tell u the way i feel.. maybe by reading this, or maybe by sms-ing u or maybe by saying it to u? i just don't know which one is the best. boy, u make me feel that u're running away from me. if u are, just tell me straight tom y face. truth is the best. though it hurts, but it's always the best. honestly, u never fail to make me smile and laugh. i really hope this continues. boy, i don't know why but, u really mean a lot to me.

p.s: i'm missing my Taufiq. really hope he'll change. i really love u.

loves,
your one and only,
MamaLemon
♥A @ 15:26

i might be weak but i'm starting to feel happy. smiles!! i'm trying my best to forget about G and want to study real hard and get into S5. promised to go to S5 to sunshine. fyi, even before promising to him, i really want to go to S5... my cold is getting a little better time after time. have been in my roon for hours and starring at my laptop. actually, been watching videos with my laptop as i feel so weak. i cooked, eat, and watched tv just now. watched this chinese show. if i'm not wrong it's titled Fallen Angel. and yes, i've been addicted to that song!! managed to memorise it last night. today, Ateeq came to my house and i was singing that song. she was like asking what song am i singing. haha. dear, it's titled Lips of An Angel. haha. it's gonna be Tounge of A Devil soon. lol!! just cracking my brains with some creativity lines to change the meaning of the song. lol!!

this is specially for my Lover, Evann: Dear, do get well soon yarh. if not we can't go India, if u continue this way. LOL!! i sound like u once. haha. Eat lots of Vitamins!! will buy some for u.. Loves!!

p.s: miss my Taufiq's voice...he's sweet!! ily!!

Lurve,
your one and only,
MamaLemon
♥A @ 21:32

OMG!! i'm getting weaker each day. my running nose is just getting worse and worse. starting to have bad cough. can't afford to fall ill again. my stomach pain is attacking again. i don't know what is wrong but i just can't eat or i'll end up in the toilet, for a very long time!! i hate that. it makes me feel irritated and uncomfortable. i just hope that it'll go off soon enough.

i'm being extra sad today as i really mis him a lot...pls reply my msgs and pls call me asap...the feeling is getting stronger each day. and i can't afford to stop the feeling from growing as it is sth uncontrollable. anws, ytd a lady called me and get to know that she got the wrong number. but, she's very rude...just say nvm and hung up. at least say sorry, i got the wrong number. even if she's older than me, she should at least say sorry or sth. don't just hang up the phone. it's pretty rude to do that. where's her basic courtesy??

i'm getting moody everyday. nobody is here to make me feel secured!! now, i'm feeling real hungry and mom's not back yet...and i can't find anything to eat!!! awesome isn't it?? i really feel like dying now...hmmm...i don't know what to do now.. can't possibly sleep as i just woke up 30mins ago!!

p.s: i'm missing my sunshine...he's the only one who can make me smile and laugh. do contact me asap...loves!

till i blog again.

Lurve,
the one and only,
MamaLemonXD

Labels: unsecured feeling.

♥A @ 13:06

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying?Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithfu
lWith the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?
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i'm addicted to this song. to me it's really sweet. heard it during the Heats of the Teenage Idol. one of the contestant sang it and i love the rhythm. i just wish smn would sing it to me. haha. and idea is in my mind now. i'm gonna change the song. lol!! it's for my own fun and it's called creativity!!

i'm tired and i'm starting to miss my Taufiq. just waiting for his sms patiently...while waiting, i'm so gonna memorise this song by hard. lol!! and of course!! by monday i'm gonna sing it day and night..haha...

heard that Monday we'll be getting our Prelims marks. i'm not gonna breakdown if i get to know i failed many subjects. but, i need to be mentally prepared...dad warned me. he said if my results isn't good, i must be prepare to get more curfews and i don't think i'll have the time to go online and sms and many more...my life will be under lots of pressure and yea, study, study, and study...i'll be dead before long!! lol

gtg...

nitez...

noodles,
your one and only,
Amalina
♥A @ 22:05

Hello world. i was quite worked up ytd that i slept from 10am to 6.30 pm. paper ends at 9.30. went home, watched tv, eat and sleep. at night talk on the phone till 5am. from 11.30pm to 5am. till now he's still not awake i guess. i woke up as my mom wants me to do sth. now i'm starting to have a bad headache. so lazy to go to school for night study...

currently listening to the song titled Lips of An Angel. it's a nice song. i started to love it after i looked at the lyrics. it's so sweet. LOL. overally, it's a nice song.

i guess i need smn to help me in my Malay. i sucks!! some difficult words i can understand but i can't say a proper malay sentance. i always mix it with some english words. have been speaking english too much till it affect my malay. i guess i need to pull up my socks...N-level is nearing, and i can't possibly be slacking the whole time. i've made up my mind...i'm going for night study. maybe will go out at 4.30pm.

i'm starting to miss my Taufiq. he's so sweet. but it's still long for me to get to know him better.

i guess it's enough for me to blog...

p.s: my blog will be under maintenance for the time being. i want to re-do everything. hopefully it'll be done by today.

Lurve,
Amalina
♥A @ 13:18