cn i be faceless 4 e tyme being?? my face is DAMN paine la...feel lyke tearing e skin off...e heat wa cnt stnd it seh...many ask y my face so red and y i'm darker??? i sae coz i go 4 e kayaking course la..haha...gd reason...my body i aching...especially my triceps and biceps..cnt even carry my bag properly la...imagine hw paine it is...even many daes i feel cold wen i'm outside library, 2dae, i feel warm...cnt stnd e heat on my face...my lips oso kena sunburnt...aiyo...hate it la...my throat soaring and my fever cmmng...

Labels: body ache

♥A @ 21:36

*sigh*...ahhh!!!! finally its over...e 2D kayaking course is finally over...met 3 new frens...Julius, Serene and Mei Ting...Julius is a grad frm Ngee Ann Poly while Serene and Mei Ting is frm NTU...unbelievable coz their height and their looks is not lyke a JC stdnt...hmm...i learnt a lot 2dae and manage to overcome my fear with the sea water wen oni after i capsize in the sea...bt quite near to the shore...although its tiring, we had fun too...we kayak along Changi Beach and the fun part was after our lunch wen tere's wind and our kayak juz follow e wind...it is wonderfull...damn wonderful...nw i'm having body aches and a sunburnt face wich is sooooooooo paineeee.....haha....i hate it cz my family sae im getting dark...bt my grand dad sae tt ''where on Earth is tere an NP cadet stae fair after joining NP...surely tere is 2 tone.." haha...did my Eng essay, packed my bag and NP uni...tmr tere is Full Dress Speech Day Rehearsal...looking 4wrd to it...its on e 150408...haha...

010408 is cnmmg...waiting 4 wat will happen tt day...

ouhkay, i guess i'm ready 4 my dream...

signing off,
Amalina

Labels: tired+excited+pain

♥A @ 23:10

tis is the cuzins car

too tired...take pic

his car

cvring e plate number...

she is an insane 'cowgirl'

''my car''

jz after eating a fish..


finally its over...i didn't hlp much...i followed my uncle to wash his car 2gether wif other 3 cuzs...it was fun cz he drove us to e multi-storey carpark and some fun acts happen...okay...no mood to type much...tis pics are damn cute rite??? say yes...haha...i love the joy i had 2dae...hope tis entertain u...

lurve,
Amalina

Labels: sleepy*yawn*

♥A @ 02:29

cool rest yesterday...slept at 8pm and woke up at 5.45am...long 'nap' rite??? haha...i wasn't tired bt i'm juz nt feeling weel la...feel lyke dying...2dae was hell in e morning...ppl jz didn't want to move la...very inconsiderate rite?? OMG...if it were me, i will still move in okays...eventhough imy stop is e nxt...ppl has been waiting damn long 4 e damn bus to arrive...its in e mornign, evryone is rushing cz even we go out early, we might not reach our destination on time...sometimes stdnts went out at e usual time bt e bus was late and 'the bus was late' reason cnt be use!!!wth...i hate tis thingy...hmmpph...not in a gd mood during Eng lesson...tcher tld me to re-do my essay coz my essay was stuck at home...aica nid to re-do too bt we didn't do...she is not reasonable enuf...

1. she owaes give last min assignment
2. she will collect and return us nxt mth or worse 2 mths
3. she owaes force us to do her assignments which is last min

tts y sometimes i reali hate her to e core...hmm do u tink its fair 4 her to sae 'i hef 200 iece of wrk nid to mark, tts y i didn't get to mark urs...'' tis means we cn oso sae ''we hef loads of important work we nid to do, tts y we cnt finish ur assignment''...

bt sometimes i dun tink its fair bt most of e time its fair...haha...her reasons are jz too unreasonable bcoz our other subj tchers hef a lot of pieces of wrk nid to mark...some even hef families...bt our work are still given out on time...i guess i hef no hope in passing my English subject(an imprtnt subj) if she is still duing tis...she is reali nt hlping us...we cnt revise our wrk if she return bck our wrk 2-3 mths later...4 gdness sake..

ouhkay...i feel lyke burstin nw...haha...2dae after sch was fun...i didn't go NP coz im not well...(seriously)...fad, aica n faz we to grandma's hse to relax...we wtch Scary Movie 4 and eat...(we hef nth to do)...went home at 3.30pm...it was fun larh....

tmr i hef kayaking course...shoes gg to be wet..arrggh....den at nite tmr muz hlp Aunt 4 his son wedding on Sun...bt its gg to be worth it...haha

gtg...

bye

♥A @ 18:24

Labels: bored to DEATH

♥A @ 00:43

i'm totally sad...cnt go fr .22 Revolver Classification Shoot...4gotten abt it n 4get to brg my uni too...at 1.25pm left sch and went home, bt no one is home...therefore i cnt take my uni and it was a heavy dounpour tt tyme...i ran to e opp of e bustp to wauit 4 99 to go bck to sch...bt it was damn late so i went to granny hse...i'm mad at my parents coz they didn't sae they're gg out...bt its ok...still hef nxt yr...

nw im stuck in front of e pc to do my SS...bt still cnt understnd e article la...i nid tcher to explain to me...hmmpph....


gtg...

bye...

Labels: retarding at home

♥A @ 00:16

as i am getting ready 4 sch 2dae, i feel tt i'm late 4 sch...bt wen i reach sch, i was e 1st amng my frens to reach our meeting area...i dun feel like gg to sch as i'm unwell bt 2dae i've full dress rehearsal 4 my speech day event...must noe hw it goes so i'm aware where to go after e event...

didn't enjoy much drg e hols...on friday i spent e whole dae resting coz i'm having campcraft competition so i nid e outmost energy 4 Saturday...i was on e fon till 2am on Friday...i cnt actuali sleep la coz i'm feeling nervous besides e fact tt i nid to wake up at 5am e nxt morning as i nid to reach sch by 6am cz we nid to go 4 a round of practice b4 gg 4 e competiton...evrything went on smooth e nxt day...i was l8 cz i muz pray b4 gg n my praying time is at 5.50am...i oni manage to go out at 6am...

did out practice...went to HTA 4 e comp...went wif confidtent...we did and evrything went on very smooth except tt e fact e twine 4 e flag is twisted and we cnt pull e nylon string...except 4 e flag did not get to be raised, others was excellent, marvelous, fastastic...(e flagstuff was fantastic too..its nt human mistake oni items mistake...) we were proud of our things...wat surprise us was e fact a lady said she can see e effort put in our shelter...(e tension was damn good)...haha...


went home, bought a Hershey's Choclate...(cookies n cream) those r my favourites...at home, i bathe, pray and sat down doing nth and decided to call him at 3pm...tlk otf and slept at 5.45pm intending to wake up at 6.30pm...bt slept till 8.25pm and received msgs frm him, faz and aica...faz ask me to call her, i wanted to bt too weak to wakr up and call...aica ask abt e sunday's event wich i cnt rply too...i slept again and mom called to say tt aica is on e line...i tld mom to tell aica tt i'm not feeling well n cnt go 4 sunday's event...

finally woke up at 11.20pm...i feel like vonitting...i find my vicks bt to no avail cnt find it...i tld mom i'm nt feeling well and went to e toilet, where i actuali vomitted...(i feel lyke dying)...bro came and tld mom i was vomitting and wen i went out of toilet bro gave me a hot drink to soothe me...mom massage my body and i went lie on e floor...i feel lyke vomitting and tis tyme i cnt hld bck e feeling and i vomitted on e floor...luckily my jacket, bears & fon was not stained by it...after feeling a lil better, i went on to call him...my voice was so ''sweet'' coz i'm dwn wif sore throat too...i slept at 1am...and woke up at 10 am e nxt day where i actuali pck my stuffs, polish my boots and prepare 4 2dae...


gtg...bye

Labels: SICK and tired

♥A @ 11:43

last nite was cracking my stupid head on my done research...bt i want to get high marks coz i noe i cn do it..oni tt tis stupid, lazy part of me keep saying i cnt...ytd e tlk reali hit me on my head...i'm in a confusion state now...tis prob appear n disturbed me...OMG...i cried last nite n 2dae in clz...no mood 2dae...presentation suppose to be on 2dae bt pnad didn't turn up so postpone to nxt wk...nw gg 4 my lunch cz l8er at 1345 muz go HTA to take Number 1 Uniform...maeb on speech day itself i nid to wear e no 1 uni up on stage to take my prize 4 my best subj bck den on 2007..(F&N)....nw i want to c my tcher on my research 1st....


Things to do:

1. plan on game for sports day
2. re-do research
3. sleep!!!!!!!

bye...

Labels: Confused

♥A @ 13:17

♥A @ 15:55

Lets continue my story...still long okae...wen we reach Lakeside, we(me & aica) are finding faz(hu didn't rply our msgs and answer our calls...) bt wat we can see is a grp of chinese ppl n line of boys seating in front of e toilet...wen we went nearer, we manage to see Faz...she was 'hidden' by e boys(in between noh n naif)...we r shock coz we tot she wasn't wif them...haha...noh call me and pointing his watch to me...as it is oreadi late...i sae wat happen...it was not an excuse la...haha...we waited 4 5 mins jz to make sure every1 hu is gg wif us came...we headed to JE interchange to mit Ariffin and Aqilah...after meeting, we head to Bedok interchange...




♥A @ 15:17

BBQ was fun....2 daes past n we still rmb it...let me share wat happen on 150308. su called me up at 6.30am b4 he went to merket wif shameel to buy stingray. he was my alarm clock bt unfortunately i didn't manage to wake up. but, when he called me up at 8.24am, i woke up coz he sae he wants to come to my hse to take the water dispenser 4 e BBQ later e day...i hef yet to bathe and i say to him tt it is not possible due to some thing bt i didn't say tt i juz woke up...haha...after putting dwn e fon, i quickly grab my towel and shirts...quickly bathe and get ready to go to my grandma's hse to take the dispenser....i'm lyke in a marathon coz i juz dash to her hse and didn't rest...upon reaching her hse, i quickly take e dispenser and went home...i went to the bakery shop to buy bread 4 my breakdfast...after settled and su took e dispenser, i rrealise tt it was only 0955am...i sms wif aica and plan wif her abt where to meet and stuffs lyke tt...den i sleep...i only woke up at 1125am...i strted to rush over things coz i'm aware tt i'll be l8...wen it was 11.45am, aica knock my door and i was running ovr e hse lyke mad...i'm not even ready yet and its nearly 12nn...we are suppose to meet at 12nn bt i oni manage to go out of e hse at 12.1pm...me and aica was walking briskly to Lakeside meeting area...
♥A @ 12:11

finally booked out of NCO Camp...haha....e whole camp was fun nt tt tiring...maeb 4 some ppl yes...bt nt 4 me cz my tiring level is higher den tis...so cn still endure...haha...

yesterday was so tired....especially while waiting 4 campcraft test, i slept 4 30mins+ outside my bunk area...when i woke up i realised tt its oni left wif e girls...i was e last cz i wanted to be e last...

my turn came...(heart thumping) i must tie bowline...Ratna ask me to jz rmb her story 4 tis knot(during practice)...i did okae...bt i 4gotten abt e whole thing cz i guess i slept and tts y la...My Sargeant Test was tiring...(i'm prepared 4 e worse)...when its my turn, i gave all e commands fast...esp e sizing...haha...i was lyke rushing over evrything...haha...MOI, Baton and Rifle drill is yet to be tested...marks has been tabulated 4 e 1st test and we still hef e other 3 areas to pull us up...haha...


at nite we had sing-a-long session...after tt we had a surprise activity...me, evan and deon was volunteering ourslf 4 e activity and get to noe we r e casualty and our frens muz save us within a time limit...if they fail, they cn either choose to save us or go 4 freetime...e game goes on and on...i'm e last to b rescued...the time ended...i was preparing 4 e worse...(if they choose nt to save me, i nid to clear the class alone!!!)...fortunately, my frens r not selfish...they chose to save me and we clear e room together within 10 mins...

i learnt a lot in e camp...important is:

1. teamwork
2. perseverance
3. encouragements frm squad mates

basically, tts all 4 tis whole week...i'm going out l8er to buy stuffs 4 BBQ tmr...haha...i'm still energetic lor...hws hef nt finish bt i dun hef mood to do...too much oreadi...e moodle thingy is not successful 4 a week break...maeb cn try during June Hols....

during e 2 nite in sch, i was shivering like hell cz its damn cold...last nite, Ratna hugged me bt i dun feel a single thing...funniest was when i'm partially awake, i heard smn's snoring in my bunk...damn LOUD seh...i giggled and continue sleeping...haha...tts e end...bt dunnoe hw come i cnt feel Ratna hugging me...haha....

upcoming events:

1. Kayaking course(2D)
2. ATC(3D2N)

lurve,

Amalina...

p/s: Ratna, sry 4 spreading e whole thing...oh ya i'm oni required to clean e canteen girls toilet...some nid do extra as they were forfeited while playing concentration game...(i'm a pro ok)haha...

♥A @ 11:17

Wah....so many hws haven do yet...yesterday oni manage to do maths and i'm still stuck...at least 2dae i did my eng and ss wrk....relieved a bit...being in e cold room 2dae cn make me feel energetic and make to feel to do my wrk faster...evening i'm going out to catch a movie with meel, fie, insan, naif, spider, andika,faz,him and me...haha....it was last minute kind off thing...catching Step Up 2..haha...tis oso makes me double up my pace in doing my hw...haha....unfortunately, ss seq i cnt do as i dun understand wat e article is abt n i'm going crazy if i continue reading it....
♥A @ 11:55

OMG!!! i cnt continue lyke tis...the com keep on lagging and lagging...wen will i finish...tis e-learning thingy is not working...its juz making all e students g crazy...i pity the TA who needs to accompany us...at least he is not tt crazy lyke me now...i juz feel lyke switching off...tis cnt continue...till e end of the yr also i cnt finish doing it...too much ppl logging in...and there's loads of work nid to be done...tis is so UNFAIR to those pl hu dun hef a com at hm or those hus com is down...n oso to me..i'm having a 2D1N NCO camp on wed-thurs and oni hef 3 daes to do my hw...arrgh!!!!i'm dying soon in e coldness of this room wif loud musics and crazy coms and oso too much wrk...
♥A @ 15:57

BBQ is cmmng tis Saturday many ppl haven pay...make me stress as i nid to collect 10 bucks frm evry1...a lot of ppl want to back out frm tis event...haha...so stupid of them...its gonna be damn fun la...especially wif most of e alumni ppls...i hope i wont be buried again...it enuf to get buried last yr 4 a few hours....i'm slacking in Lab 3 coz i cnt get into e moodle e-learning website as its is overloaded...i cnfrm tis e-learning excercise won't work as too many ppl are logging in to hand do assignments...im so stress as i cn oni do my hw 2dae, tmr and on fri...sat is bbq and sun i wanna rest as monday is e sch re-open...i'm giving up on my e-learning....tis cnt go on...
♥A @ 13:16

what a wonderful Saturday i had...i sub a fren of mine 4 e sch's nght cycling event...it was a last minute thing and luckily e tcher approved...i dun regret going there...haha....it was frm Changi to jurong...tiring but very beneficial and exciting...my whole body ache...bt i still continued to cycle...1st checkpoint was ECP, 2nd was end of ECP then Lau Pa Sat area to Vivo den West Coast where we had our breakfast at Mac Donald....finally back to sch...it was a less than 9 hrs cycle frm Changi to Jurong...i overtook some of my team mates as we are lagging behind...so i took e way out by overtaking them and spd lyke hell to catcj up wif e person in front...end up i'm still e last person to reach Hua Yi....
♥A @ 12:33

can i die?? i guess yes n no...tis was a qn i last asked myslf wen i'm in sec 2...i'm too overwhelmed wif my hws 4 my march hols...evrything under moodle-learning...i'm so damn stress...i cnt go any further now...i nid to re-study all my subjs....i hope to make it in time for N lvl n go to sec 5....haha


gtg...

lurve,
Amalina
♥A @ 17:21

1. do f&n research


2. write script for malay oral

i hope to go home early todae...oh ya, yesterday was so stress till i nearly cried...hols cmmng and my schedule 4 e hols is damn tight!!!

1. 12-14 march-> NCO Camp cum Promotion Test


2. 15 march-> Assemblage BBQ

the rest still not cnfrm yet..maeb spending e rest of e week doing lots and lots of assignments...haha...so BORING to call it a holiday!!!!!!!!!

lurve,

Amalina

♥A @ 12:54

finally its the end of term 1...bt i dun feel lyke its ending...i tink e year is juz strting as i hef a lot of deadlines to meet...my brain cells is wrking extremely hard...com at home is dwn and now muz depend on sch hours...i guess i nid to extend my time per day...i cnt be doing a lot of things in a day(24 hr)...i'm overwhelmed...i hope my 1 wk hols cn be used to fininsh off my hws...my mly is nt getting anywhere...my tcher dun want to extend e deadline...i cnt possibly squeeze in all my hws in a 24-hr clock!!!! i cn die soon...OMG!!! i hef no time to spare 4 myslf...except for Sundays...if my com is ok, i will hef 0 time 4 myslf...haha...

p/s: teachers, pls dun ask ur stdnts to ur wrk 4 u...example, check hu hef not handed in their wrk(if its their own clz, its ok...not frm any other clz...) we nid e tyme to study in clz...nt do ur work 4 u...we cn do watevr u want, provided ur teaching must be consistent...


I lOve Dr Thuraisingam...(1st perception of her is negative...juz wait till she took ovr r clz 4 a period, u'll love e way she teaches u....)

i want more free time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



2days schedule:
- Prize Winner meeting
- Do hws in library
-Guard-Of-Honour Rehearsal

My march hols will not be a relaxing 1 4 me...instead, a hols full wif hws, camps n bbq on e 15th...OMG!!! lucki;y i noe how to manage my time well...after April, everyting will be ok...


Amalina..
♥A @ 11:19