Missed posting here. Life's a bitch as usual. Been busy with many different phases in life. Oh my, how much I missed updating this little baby. Rollercoaster ride again and again is thrilling and saddening. You never knew what to expect. It's DECEMBER baby! Last posted on April! So many months gone and i'm kind of changed. Well, i just hope things will turn out to be better now.
I met someone new in life. Nice person, simple and most importantly, understanding. Relationships are bulid with trusts and understandning. I really hope this will last long. I'd had enough nonsense in relationship and being single for 6 months really taught me well enough to equipped myself to a better beginning. Insya'allah things will go well and may Allah be by my side always.
Regards,
Amal :D
♥A @ 03:35
Tuesday, April 5
Mistake @ 07:53
This mistake is unforgivable to self. Oh my...What have I done? I don't want to wreck your new relationship. Damn it, Amalina! You ought to apologize! I need to clarify everything to you that I mean nothing but to just tell you how much I miss you. I mean well and I didn't know that you're in an open relationship or attached or whatsoever you want to call it. I am seriously sane while sending that text to you. Up till now I have yet to receive reply from you and I don't expect to receive any.
Perhaps this is the thing that made me stay up the whole night without having the want to sleep. Not even the need to sleep. All I did was stare into space, into my dead phone by night and look out of the window. This is ridiculous.
Apart from this the other reason having to present myself a sleepless night is my council. I am having all thoughts about this new batch. Some are just great and some just isn't. Obviously in everything there's always the thorns among the roses and the worse among the better. Well, it's just the beginning and my expectation is high for them. It might sound harsh but it's for council's reputation. I'm on the journey of discovering new leaders. It's tough and I promise, I won't be bias.
My eye's heavy now. I can have a great sleep from now until 4pm. After which I got to bring that little kid to the library and some shopping needs to be done.
Loves!
MamaLemon(:
91207616
♥A @ 07:53
Monday, April 4
Revived @ 18:12
I have no reasons having to neglect this little kid of mine here. Well, after so long I feel that i'm back to who I used to be. Not saying that i'm a changed person totally. Only with certain little things in life that was added or removed to spice up my life a little more. Less did I think about those desire of wanting to blog and to be online in MSN until recently, when someone actually asked for my msn address. It took me quite awhile to give it up. Well, now that i'm back with more routines, at least there's some of this little thing which enable me to spend my time wisely when i'm bored. Than having to be on Facebook all the time stalking people and going through pictures after pictures and trying to change to another display picture.
Life is damn mundane this holidays. What I know, i'm like being confined. To make it sound better, voluntarily confinement it is. This is a great time for me to be lapse from school assignments, council assignments also never ending conflicts everywhere. Simplicity isn't much pay off in Singapore. How I wish i'm in Chiang Mai during this confinement period than having to tell people i'm lazy yet again and again, when they ask me out. That's the best place to slack and wander your time off and the dishes, so simple yet appetising.
I applied for a part time job and i'm praying that i'll be called for interview. I need to change my life more and with perseverance and string will, I am going to make it. (;
Love is in the air.
Grab it and
be fantasized with the way it change you!
Lots of love,
MamaLemon(:
♥A @ 18:12
Monday, August 16
In loving memory @ 15:18
I personally think that I had died in some of your heart and mind. My presence never exist in your life. Your actions tells me so. The words shot at me also speaks a thousand actions on how much you apprecite me.
♥A @ 15:18
Thursday, July 8
Hot News! @ 23:09
Hello people! Please be updated that I had change my new number. If you are keen enough to have my new number for any purpose, please drop me a mesage with your name to 91207616. Please be updated.
To my guest, I will be online everyday (hopefully) after 11pm for a short while. I will be waiting for your message to my old number too.